Take the shade from the canvas and leave me the white
The people here intrigue me. I've really enjoyed getting to know them. I've enjoyed being here so far, and look forward to getting to know those of which I have not had the pleasure of speaking with as of yet.
Today, I have had a lot of time to myself...Which can be a good thing, but is not.
Days like these I find myself fighting off missing him. Nights like these I'd burn my hands to keep my fingers from rapidly dialing those forbidden and almost forgotten numbers to call him. All because I have this strong desire to mouth these words which meant so much when saying them to him... Sometimes I only think I still need to hear myself say them.. this desire to tell him that, I miss him and that I loved him...
On a happier note.. I got some fish today. I've been meaning for the longest time to aquire an aquarium and some fish, but I'd never gotten around to it. So, I did it today. I've been sitting by them in my rocking chair, just watching them swim around content as can be. Unaware of the fact that they will be confined for the rest of their natural lives, that they will never see the waters of the ocean. It's rather sad, but amusing to me at the same time. Odd, I know. I'm an odd sort of girl. They have inspired me though, I have been writing like mad. I could spend days writing, it just feels right. It's what I'm meant to do....Create.
Tah tah dolls, I must be off.
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