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Fiona Apple (appley_goodness) wrote,
@ 2003-06-12 20:20:00
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    When I grow up I want to be a blue banana.

    I made myself a new layout. You can see it here. Tell me what you think or I'll prod you with an elongated carrot. ^_^

    Now for an update on my life as of late...I am not really here nor there. Rather than existing without living, I am living, yet not quite existing. I don't think anyone realizes the impact these constant directional pulls have had on me. Rollercoasters, Kamikazes, and landslides. I've lost all words lately.. having trouble formulating them anymore.. and I don't know what to say. I don't know how to explain how erratic, inconsistant, and psychotic I really am to anyone. These mood swings. I am breathing in and being consumed by blissful moments as they come.. the way we desperately attack then melt into one another.. while another part of me is still screaming. I'm sitting in this hot apartment all alone and thinking; It's as if I exist day to day as a shadow of myself. I'd elaborate...I just can't find the words. I'm hard to explain. No one will ever get me. *sigh*

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2003-06-12 21:51 (link)
*chee* I really like it. Can I still be proded with a carrot?

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