Shiri Appleby (appleby__) wrote, @ 2003-06-17 21:30:00

Current mood:

guilty

Today I had a great day, talked with Colin finally and he is really sweet but I always knew that. He is such a good friend. We both agreed to hang out this weekend and talk since it's been a while. I needed him back in my life even if it is just for friendship. I thought I had this whole situation figured out and I don't. I wish there was some handbook on "the hard times when more than one boy liked you" but there isn't. I don't want to hurt anyone and I am not into picking because I don't know. I wish it I could just pick a number and whoever had that number would be who I wanted but that's not true. The truth is I like being single and I like having them as friends and of course I want to be more than friends with a guy but I don't know who. I wish I had a twin sister and then my twin could go out with someone. I mean I already broke someone elses heart by telling him my feelings weren't the same and I am still living with the guilt. I hate being in this situation because I don't want anyone to get hurt, is that wrong?

	jesse_b 2003-06-18 19:09 (link)
	Well even if you had a twin sister I'm sure it's not just looks that these guys you're talking about like you for. Sorry you are still confused. Wish there was somethin I could do cuz I don't like it when my friends are upset and stuff. The talking offer is still up for grabs so do ya want to go to lunch or something sometime to talk? Wow... I'm eloquent. heh. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	appleby__ 2003-06-18 20:22 (link)
	Yea that's true but I wouldn't know since I don't have any clue with how they feel. Umm sure we should hang out and talk about stuff -small smile- (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jesse_b 2003-06-18 23:27 (link)
	Ah ok well that's true. Aight. Just tell me when and it's a go. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	appleby__ 2003-06-19 19:54 (link)
	Anytime is good for me, psh I am never busy (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	miaxkirshner 2003-06-18 20:18 (link)
	I know what you mean. It isn't wrong. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	appleby__ 2003-06-18 21:05 (link)
	-small smile- I hope it isn't. I just don't want to see anyone get hurt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)