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dearest helpless (apfelkeks) wrote,
@ 2003-11-30 13:05:00
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    Current mood: apathetic
    Current music:Nightwish - "Sleeping Sun"

    I didn't know life was non-con...~~
    I don't want to.
    I don't want to do anything. I don't want to do homework. I don't want to go to school. I don't want to be with others. I only want them to leave me alone. I want them all to disappear.
    I am tired. So tired from everything...
    I don't want to work when I'm growen-up...
    I just want to sleep. I want to drown in my dreams. And I want to cry...
    Everything is so sickening annoying. Waking up and thinking "Shit, I'm alive". Falling into sleep, wishing "I don't want to wake up".
    It's hurts too much. And it's making me all tired.
    Please don't talk to me, please don't touch me, stay away from me, don't be kind to me and gods, please don't love me. It's just too fucking annoying.
    Just lock me away and leave me alone. Then I'll be happy.
    I don't want others. There's no safety in such things.



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