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dearest helpless (apfelkeks) wrote,
@ 2003-11-24 22:15:00
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    Current mood: hungry
    Current music:Die Ärzte - "Onprangering"

    a game without walkthrough~~
    Hidoi desu! >_<
    Machi-san just told me she was very confused about the whole boyfriend-thing and that she still longed to be with him. Well, I can say I'm pretty glad to be single. Sure, it's much nicer having someone to lean on, but since I'm an Einzelgänger, I am better off all by myself. I broke up with all of my boyfriends, because I was scared. I couldn't stand closeness. And so, I left them, because I feared the moment they wouldn't need me anymore. I was never dumped, but I think I pissed a lot of people of because of my self-centered behaviour. Hell, I don't even like myself! XI

    Hah. Life is a game without cheats and walkthrough. And this pisses me pretty much off.

    One of the pleasures of being single is: you can let yourself go, you can find to yourself (if you really love yourself, you wouldn't need *anyone* except yourself) et cetera. I guess I will stay single my whole life.
    But hell, I could also become lesbian, since I already *am* bisexual ^_______^
    (when I jerked off lately, I had all gay masturbation fantasies. Only this kind of fantasies turn me on, really ^^")

    Jaaa~~ sore de wa!

    From Four-Pronged Fork - The Straw Test~ You are Crazy!

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