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Yes, change.....
A new me has taken over, in my head at least. One a bit more sensible than the last. I think I need change, change of people, I don't need a girlfriend but it would be nice to have someone. I am buckeling down on school again. God, it sux soooooo bad. I am actullay doing work again, homework, schoolwork, everything. I have to if I am going to get my diploma over the summer. i will prolly graduate in August, or so. I haven't updated in so long, and I'm sorry. Sorry Mindy, for not being able to talk. My sister won't let me on the computer to often, and I always have company, I'll give you a call soon though. I feel wierd, empty, lost, but in a good way. Something is driving me to be better. I think it has something to do with my family. Throughout the years the males of my family have gone through mental changes as we grow older. It is like a switch that is flicked on our birthday, changing our outlook, thinking patterns, attitude, presence. It's a wierd thing to think about but it happens. With all of us, and I am slowly tracking from my uncle's life to mine. We are like twins, looks as we grew up were almost IDENTICAL. My thoughts were the same as his. I don't know, but whatever it is I think I like it. I am finding new avenues, new light, new darkness........ But it all comes with a price, which I haven't been charged yet. So, I guess I will continue what I am doing, and see what happens. Till next time kiddies, Have Fun, and don't party too much without me.
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