Josh (antoncrowley) wrote, @ 2003-06-19 00:42:00

Current mood:	lonely
Current music:	down - losing all

today sucks ass
today sucked azz a lot becasue it was hot then it rained and botho of those things together make me sick. also i feel like shit! i am mentally and physically drained, tired, etc... i just wished i was better off dead ill tell ya whut. i mean basically my life sux, l feel so empty in side and i really dont show it or tell anyone but i am really lonely and it makes me sad cos i need someone to be with. i wished i had a girlfriend or something but it just seems that every time i like someone i just dont try to tell them that i like them and/or they like someone else and someone else likes them that would obviosly have a better chanceat being with her than my lame ass self. god i am so ugly!! i wished for once a nice girl would like me, it make my life a lot better and make me feel good about my self which hasent been for a long while. and it seems that no one ever wants to listen to my problems and wants and it makes me mad and i just dont say anything about it so i just keep it in side. its always me listening to others problems and i try to help but they could really give a shit about how i feel but fuck it. well thats all i got to say for today so enjoi reading this, and i will talk to you later. bye

	I love you Yoshie!! brokenheart10 2003-06-19 02:32 (link)
	Aww...Josh, I'm always here to listen to you. I mean you listen to me bitch and moan about everything under the sun. And don't worry, the right women is out there for you. I mean look at me, Im dusting myself off, and I'm trying again. You have your whole life to find love, believe me. So good luck. (Reply to this) (Thread)