| Current mood: |  bored |
| Current music: | "..." (track five), Truth Fails to Fall |
"'Yeah!! Okay!! What!!'"
I love this Blurty journal of mine. It's been with me through everything, it seems. But sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. Half of the time, I forget it exists because hardly anyone else has a Blurty. It makes more sense to keep a journal on a site where you have more people on your "Friends" page. *sigh* I wonder if I should move this journal to Livejournal? But the username would have to be different, because "angstypenguin" on LJ is my quiz journal.
"angstypenguin2"?
If I ever move my journal (which I hope I won't, but I might), this entry will not be my last entry.
Anyway, very brief summary of everything after Ligonier (not necessarily in chronological order because I've forgotten most things by now).
After Ligonier, I worked for one last week at Friends. On the Monday of that last week, Ryan came to visit me after camp. I broke up with him. I'm not sure exactly why... I had my reasons, and I guess I wanted some time alone.
But now I want him back, I think.
Grr.
I'm such a wishy washy person sometimes. Well, I'm indecisive, anyway.
After Friends Camp, Sarah went to Rehoboth Beach with Mom, Dad, Mom-mom, Pop-pop, and me for a week. We met a lot of people, and we also met up with Sam Kennedy and Aaron (the sorta albino friend of mine who goes to Carver) on the first day, because that was their last day at the beach. We went to the beach a lot, biked, shopped, and watched TV, mostly Boy Meets World. I forgot how much I loved that show. So now I watch it as often as I can, and I bought the first season DVD set. w00t. I <3 Boy Meets World.
After coming home from the beach, I went to S.A.M.'s birthday party. I saw a lot of my old friends there. Ed got his ears pierced at the MICA camp. I also re-met Michelle Caltrider. She's going to THS now. w00t. She's awesome.
Sometime after Ligonier but before the beach, I saw Charlie. I forget the exact date, but Charlie and I made plans for me to visit him in DC. My parents and I drove down in the minivan and we went to the Mall. We went to some Asian art museum and then a modern art museum. They were pretty fun. Then we went to the American City Cafe (I think that's what it's called) nearby his house, which is his favorite restaurant. We ordered milkshakes and talked music. Then we dropped Charlie off at his house and drove home. It was fun.
I miss Charlie and my Ligonier friends a lot.
I saw two good movies in August. I saw Napoleon Dynamite at the Charles with Mom and Caryn. And the day before school started, I saw Garden State with Mom at the Charles again. I liked both, but I really enjoyed Garden State. I want it when it comes out on DVD. And I want the soundtrack.
The first day of school was August 31. I'm a junior now, which is kinda creepy. I have good classes and good teachers, but I don't see as many of my friends now, which sucks.
And Ashley and Charlotte got expelled for a fake bomb threat in the first week or second week of school. I miss them both, but I feel so bad for Ashley and I miss her more because Charlotte blamed Ashley and other people for it, and wouldn't take the blame.
Our lunch table is lonely this year. I'm in Lunch B for once, but it sucks. Erin usually follows me and sits with me. Sometimes Maya will sit with me though, or sometimes I'll sit with Chelsea, Billy, Wes (who supposedly changed the spelling of his name to "Wess"), and Jake. However, I don't think they like it too much, especially when Erin follows me and sits down with us. I'm trying to be nice to Erin, because that's what Jesus would do (not to be cliché), but it's hard. I think I'm going to refer her (anonymously, of course) to the nurse's office. She worries me.
I made the Colophon staff, which is cool. I'm in the new Chess Club too. And I'll be in Anime Club and Young Greens when they start up, and Connections too (even though it's already started).
Truth Fails To Fall (formerly Chinese Food Stand a.k.a. CFS), DJ's band, released a new demo. It's awesome, and it's so much better than their old one. I think that Brian and Mike should still get singing lessons though. They sing well separately (they couldn't even sing well by themselves on their first CD), but when they sing together, it sounds weird a lot of the time. But it's still so awesome, and the fifth song cracks me up.
I IMed Murray. He's at college now. He finally apologized for ignoring me. I knew he was ignoring me. He said he felt bad about using me, and felt guilt every time I talked to him or he tried talking to me. But of course I accepted his apology and forgave him. So we're friends again. I'm really glad about that being resolved.
I think I was going to write something else, maybe, or I had an idea of what I was going to write about earlier and then forgot... but oh well. I have a bad short-term memory. And ADHD. *sigh*
Even though things are going relatively well because God's back in my life, Murray's talking to me again, I'm starting to forgive myself for various things, this school year's better class-wise mostly, etc., I still have this feeling of impending doom... once again, it sounds cliché and stupid, but I can't help it.
I'm going to watch SNL now. Well, when it comes on, anyway.
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2004-09-27 20:06
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oo i want their demo cd!! I love you beth! I wanted to sit outside, but I wasn't sure if you were there or not and Erin kept following me around and talking to me about something I didn't care about...and wouldn't leave me alone so I had to go inside to escape her. haha im scared im already a sophomore! ~ maya (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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(Anonymous)
2004-10-02 21:37
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What the fuck? The anime club and chess club? What the fuck?? Well, bless my heaven hell what the fuck!
-The Great Carpenter
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