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| Current music: | "Take Me Out", Franz Ferdinand (in my head) |
"And if you leave here, you leave me broken, shattered..."
It's 3:40 in the am.
WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL UP?!
I can't get to sleep.
This is the latest I've stayed up since... since I don't know when. Maybe the last Storm lock-in or whatever when I stayed up the whole night?
Anyway, this week was le suck. And le sad. And le short. Looks like next week will be too.
On Tuesday, it was my first day of the Digital Diary camp. My campers are Amelia, Amanda, Alec, the twins Susie and Lyssa (whom I can tell apart), Zoey, Caroline, and Jack (from the previous two weeks' Tech camp). Jasmine is the Head Counselor and Travis is the instructor. I switch off to Tech camp with Sam, a CIT, during swim hour. Pedro and Erica are the counselors for Tech camp again. The campers are Cheyenne (also from the previous two weeks' Tech camp), Chitachi (spelling?), Adonna (sp?), Asha, Carrie, Omari, Maia (sp?), and... I think that's it.
The Digital Diary camp is fun with the video taping and everything, and my campers and the counselors are pretty cool, as usual.
But Murray's got a new girlfriend, Amanda, who is involved in The Wonderful Wizard of Oz production that he's in. He got to know her better (he hardly knew her before) because she set them up for some date. I don't really mind, except perhaps I'm a bit jealous. Okay, I am jealous. Maybe it's not even her that's making me jealous, but maybe it's the production itself. He couldn't give me rides home last week and I doubt he will be able to this week. The production is taking its toll on Murray. He's always tired and busy and barely talks to me anymore. And he tells me to take care of myself. Ha. He needs to take care of himself first.
I want to buy tickets to see him in the play though. The Wonderful Wizard of Oz is one of my favorite books/movies anyway. He's the Scarecrow, and the Scarecrow happens to be one of my favorite characters.
Friday came quickly, with a few mildly funny moments. The two that I remember the most were both at lunch. Abby, one of my counselor friends, and I overheard Erica talking and she said something to one of the campers and it sounded like, "...and then I had sex." We figured it probably wasn't that but we heard it wrong or something and were laughing over that. Also, Cheyenne then asked me, "Do you like the runs?" I am dead serious. That also cracked me up.
Plus Seth reminded me of the week before, when he said, "'What does 'Fenstermaker' (Murray's last name) mean?' was a question on Jeopardy last night," and I actually believed him and exclaimed, "Really?!" Heheh.
"Fenstermaker" means "window maker" in German.
Friday sucked though, after I left Friends. I had an appointment with Dr. Crawford. He said I had to get to 120 pounds or so by the second week in August or I'd have to go to the intensive outpatient program and eat the meat in the dinners there. Then Mom bought Scandishakes.
Ewww.
At least today was a little better (except for the Scandishake). Mom-mom, Pop-pop, Nana, Grandfather, and Hannah (Alison and Bob stopped over briefly before going out to their anniversary dinner so they could leave Hannah in our care) ate dinner with us to celebrate my Dad's 50th birthday (it was on the seventh).
While Hannah was over, I passed "Dream a Dream" by Captain Jack with a D... IN HEAVY MODE!!!! My first heavy song!!! w00t!!!
Then I watched SNL after everyone left. It was the "Best of Will Ferrell 2" episode. I <3 Will Ferrell. He is a sexy man beast. >XD I need to see Anchorman. And I still need to see Elf.
I talked to Seth, Kate, and DJ online too. DJ got a new screen name.
Whoa, it's 4:04 in the morning now.
If I'm going to take a shower tomorrow morning and go to church around 11ish, I'd better get some sleep.
Maybe... yeah.
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2004-07-11 11:41
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Hiya! You're friend murray's in the play The Wizard of Oz? So is my friend! I'm not sure if it's the same play or not lol ~maya (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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