ugh im not gonna cry
i've been so depressed lately on my way down to smyrna i just felt like crying i dont know why its hard for me to cry now a days because ive done so much of it lately well not lately but ive done my share of crying anyway though me and justin are long broken up now.. i just havent been online lately to blurt anything.. ummz.. i havent talked to vick inm a few days im going to have to call him tomorrow i miss talkin to him.. he always treated me soo good.. but he did want to be with me and now he doesnt know cuz of all this paul bullshit which was waste of my time cuz i was down there tonight and he was being a total dick so i left i was supposed to stay down there oh well i want to cry but im not that upset cuz i know i can do better, he aint got no job and no education and hes nothing but an asshole unless he decides to be nice i dont want nothing to do with him not even as a friend.. its all good though im graduating this year and im going to college and im going to do something with myself so i dont have to be miserable the rest of my life.. like everyone should do at least go to night school, vick is trying to get his education and he got a job i dunno why i cant make my standards higher i always go for a pretty face, just like everyone else does.. ugh i dunno.. i feel alone right now, i know im not but i do.. well im going to get off of here.. buh byez ONe
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