micro cuts (amnesthesiac) wrote, @ 2003-11-19 22:03:00

Current mood:

accomplished

Let There Be More Light
Bah, I havn't been feeling quite myself this past week. I just want to stay home and play bass all day until my fingers bleed, but I'm not sick at all. Hell, I can't even fake a sickness. I'm in such good health it's crazy.

Maybe I've talked about this before, but whenever I look in the mirror, the image is kind of weird to me. It's like my residual self-image is so different from what I really look like (Or what the mirror shows). I think of myself...as I used to be. I used to be really funny and energetic and a people person. But lately, it's like I don't know anybody. The Zach I knew would have jumped in the conversation and make a joke and so on. Now I can't stop thinking about things. About anything. I never live anymore, maybe I never used to live, but now it is definitley different. Maybe it's these changes I keep ranting about. Bastardly me. Bah, I hate all of this self-pity....hmmm....I use hyphons a lot...

Jessika, you are so beautiful...

I've been thinking, Sigur Ros writes in hopelandic, so I think I'll just write a poem in gibberish: (It's supposed to be good)

Mercetado des poler
Quin we'iotser rez telvio
Fotra ma y'liodo
Nopa ie leyr noor

Slavente aqersted
Tua blas sio metas
Crey e kil hilte?
Mujeta ner ason

Ulam sit etame
Rez ma liat ador
Qes er liq'uive
Hilte io ber queror...

Making my own language would be cool... well, goodnight...

	electrolite 2003-11-20 18:37 (link)
	bah, my week has gone from bad to worse too. bass is good therapy. I dont understand your language so that's cool. xx (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2003-11-20 21:12 (link)
	Zach, you are quite possibly the sweetest person I have met in my life. That made my day better... Jessika. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	electrolite 2003-11-21 11:33 (link)
	that would be cool.. I used to write but realised I was rubbish so now I don't. ha. just now im in a bloody public library. I dont like people watching over my shoulder. it makes me paranoid (not that im not already paranoid anyway) xx (Reply to this) (Thread)

	electrolite 2003-11-21 19:34 (link)
	suggest them. believe me, I have all night. xx (Reply to this) (Thread)

	electrolite 2003-11-22 18:09 (link)
	I have all pink floyd, muse & smashing pumpkin's stuff but thank you for the rest. that's quite a nice selection :) xx (Reply to this) (Thread)