I've had this journal for almost two years now and I've only written 14 entries, 15 counting this one. Maybe that's because I know that anyone can read this, and i feel like my actual journal gives me much more privacy, which it does, but at the same time it's kind of intriguing to know that someone may read this. that even though these thoughts are personal, you don't know me so it doesn't really matter anyway, maybe you could get something out of it. i dont really know. i went back and read the last entries and none of them are very interesting their either lyrics or about an old friend, but nothing like my written journal, nothing that really is about me, my thoughts, my feelings, my desires, my dreams. It's all just pointless venting because of my fear of it being read, but like i said maybe thats a good thing. like the perks of being a wallflower, you know, that i'm not just writing to myself, but someone, except not anyone in particular. if you are reading this i hope you know that you shouldn't feel like you're invading my privacy, because I appreciate you taking the time to read about a complete stranger.
as for whats going on in my life, its nothing too special. i just finished my first week of work at camp and i absolutely love it. theres something about little kids that i just can't get enough of. I think its how they look at life. they're so innocent and everything is a new learning experience for them. i love watching them learn and grow and it really brings back memories of my childhood (not that its over considering im only 16 but still) and how i did the same things they do. they're so amazing and love so much. i don't really dont know how to explain it, other than it's amazing. as for everything else its all good right now. emma loves school and im glad because that means that she might actaully follow through with something. its so hard seeing her fail, but i have a really good feeling about this. shes finally persuing her career, and shes meeting a lot of awsome people at kholer. i'm happy for her. summer program is soon..less than 20 days!! i'm so excited. i'm really nervous though about flying there. and finding my way around by myself. but i'll figure things out, i really dont have much of a choice. me and corey have been talking, which is a little weird but i like it. i want to see him him, but im a little worried about things being awkward considering...and david is in new york. that whole situation is really weird and awkward too. he's acting like he wants to be with me and i don't really know how to approach the situation. we're friends, good friends and thats all i want to be with him. i've known him way to long. whatever....everything will sort itself out, it always does.
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