|Current mood:|| rejected|
|Current music:||Garth Brooks - "To Make You Feel My Love"|
work is getting better - my legs hurt - I need Joe
....sighs.... it's good to be home...
Work was ok - I made $25 bucks in tips soo.. it was ok - but this one guy was really freaking me out - he told me he was going to wait til I turned 18 and then he was going to take me away out west... then he told me that I looked good in my jeans and that he could wait for me forever - and I didn't say a thing - I just walked away - creepy!
I need someone to love me..... and I believe Joe does love me but I need to know that he does and I don't think he makes that effort in making sure I know he's there for me or loves me, ect.. I believe I'm going to quit calling him all together - and make him call me if he wants to talk - I know he works his butt off at the factory and then comes home and has to work on the farm - then he's always catching up on sleep that he doesn't get enough of... but in between those times all I want is a call saying I love you and then he can say bye and hang up - or an email when he checks his... I took 5 minutes out of my time the other day to email him and all he had to do was write a few lines back .... Maybe I'm being unreasonable or inconsiderate or selfish but I need that every now and then... I'm the one who calls him and tells him I love him and I do with all my heart - but I need to know he loves me as well....
I need to lose 20lbs.
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