Amber (amber_b) wrote, @ 2003-06-30 19:25:00

Current mood:

crazy

Same Amber Benson. New journal. Just want you to know I'M NOT A LUSH ::lies::. And here's my last entry on my other journal, yay.


so damn damian k: hahaha
x ABenson x: :-X lush weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so damn damian k: what you can talk how can you say weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee without being the slightest bit drunk >:o
x ABenson x: :x
x ABenson x: x:
so damn damian k: hahahaha see i knew it
x ABenson x: :D
so damn damian k: you are not even trying to deny it so you must be really drunk
x ABenson x: :D What?
x ABenson x: X:
so damn damian k: hahaha can't you say anything else :D
x ABenson x: hahaha weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :x
so damn damian k: what stop it haha
x ABenson x: haha no i like to weeeeeeee.
so damn damian k: ahahaha oh alright
x ABenson x: hahaha you do it too, come on, you know you wanna
so damn damian k: weeeeeeeee :-X happy now
x ABenson x: !!
x ABenson x: YOU WEE'D!!
x ABenson x: !@#!@#!@#$
so damn damian k: HAHAHA
x ABenson x: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
x ABenson x: WEEEEEEEEEEEE!
so damn damian k: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i actually kind of like this hee
so damn damian k: i mean oops :-X

	damiankulash 2003-07-01 13:46 (link)
	ahahaha oh i feel all special now. denial is not a river in egypt you know >:O (Reply to this) (Thread)

	amber_b 2003-07-01 14:27 (link)
	Hahaha I know now no one will forget you're a heee/weeee'er. I know it's a river in Taiwan. o_o (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

damiankulash 2003-07-01 16:05 (link)

hahaha smart ass ;) ok here's that thing you asked for: i won't make this too long you so don't have to reply with pages and pages like i do with craig uh just an fyi my posts never make sense and are full of typos haha so yeah just to set the record straight i am not a lush but you are and when is this drinking going to take place i might have to put it on hold for a while because Free is coming to see me like tomorrow and i don't really want to get drunk with her about because she will probably end up hateing me or something oh and i am not a hater either thank you very much so you have an EA you are lucky so add me there too okay and you can have a nice layout i tried to do one and gave up and craig said he would do me one but he is super busy so i am still waiting but it's okay i can't figure out how you do that thing with the text where you can make the spaces between lines smaller because i am bad at stuff like that but that looks cool oops this is becoming sort of long so i will stop here okay there you go :D (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

amber_b 2003-07-01 16:13 (link)

Hahaha I know but you love it ok, stop sippin' the haterade. Ok wee I get a run on sentence except it sucked because you didn't try hard enough you hater but that's ok because I can get drunk and forget about it I MEAN IM NOT A LUSH i don't make as many typos as you woo yay that makes me happy Craigs not really gonna make you a layout he lies I already made myself a pretty one but i'm too lazy to upload it and plus I like the colors on this one because i'm stupid and therefore like the free layouts better than the complicated ones but i'm smarter than you because I know how to make a complicated layouts so that makes me happy and drunk because i'm drunk so i'm happy I mean what no I lied i'm not drunk god damnit you tricked me that's not cool I think you did it on purpose except you didn't because you're a lush and you can't do anything lushlushlush oh I talked to Laetitia today and we were rhyming except SHE CHEATED that focker so she tried to win except she didn't well ok she did but thats only because she had to go before I had time to think so I could have one but I didn't and I blame her because she did and I didn't and thats sad I need more beer or to stare at my pretty EA for a while before I go and put on my prettier layout because ok it's not really prettier but it's got more HTML and people will be more impressed with it I don't know why maybe 'cause they're stupid hey look I didn't make any typos and I didn't even have to spellcheck :D (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

damiankulash 2003-07-01 16:51 (link)

mmm haterade that sounds nice what it did not suck you know how long i can make these and i thought if i did a really long one then you wouldn't reply but damn that was quick i am impressed you are a lush just accept it k we all know you are anyway haha he probably was lying come to think of it but i am not really bothered i mean i can just stick with my crappy one it's no trouble yeah i can't do those kind of layouts either i am awful with that kind of thing and don't really have time to teach myself HTML because we tour so fucking much it is not fair what i never tricked you look see you are lying again haha and i am not a lush stop calling me one you are far worse i mean i have not had one conversation with you where you haven't talked about alcohol i want a nice layout but i will do that later maybe i just hate the colors of mine i did it when i created this thing and it took me five minutes no longer and i haven't changed it since because i am too lazy oh really i haven't spoken to Laetitia before i mean i commented her once and that was it but she seems nice you stole craig's word you focker have i written more than you yet people keep im'ming me this is annoying i have no idea if this has typos but i bet it does and i am not going to spell check because like i said i am too lazy so you have to suffer i am sorry i think this is longer now why did this take me so long oops blame free she keep's IM'ming me not that i am complaining because she is awesome. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

amber_b 2003-07-01 17:05 (link)

Bitch it is not nice it's alcohol free What no it did suck don't lie you knew i'd reply oh look I rhymed but it took you like 50 minutes to reply to mine and I only took like 8 minutes so I win ok thanks wee I like to win but Laetitia didn't let me sob Emma lets me win oops I won't talk about Emma yeah you do suck and I did steal Craigs word before but remember you don't read my entrys maybe if you did you'd know that but you don't so you don't so you're out of the loop and I blame you so take the blame and eat it 'cause it tastes nice I mean I guess it'd taste nice if you could eat blame but I dunno if you really can or not and you couldn't learn HTML anyways 'cause you are SUCH A GOD DAMN LUSH and one of Craigs friends therefore I already know it'd be impossible for you to learn it 'cause it'd be too much for you and I already know it an it took me like 5 seconds to do this layout but i think it's pretty so shut up and here my other layout is uploaded but I forgot the url i'll have to find it later no wait here it is see it's not that pretty but there's a swing and swings are cool don't lie they are and it took me like 5 mintues to fnid that so that's making me take longer to reply and unlike some people I can handle ims and replying and looking for that link and you have one im and all of a sudden it makes you take half an hour which makes me think you're just slower than normal peple but then again i'm not normal so I really don't know so i'm just talking out of my ass here but that makes me talented because not many people can do that especially if they're drunk now can they nope didn't think so and you don't even use spell check why the hell not well i'm one to talk ok but Craig will make fun of you if you typo so you should use spell check but I don't even know how Craig catches typos he's so god damn drunk all the time so you'd think it'd be harder for him to go through and read everything AND THEN ONTOP OF THAT look for typos and correct them just to be an ass but I guess not because he can I guess that makes him think he's smarter than us what the hell but he's not because I say so because i'm Amber and can say things like that and that mother focking link fucked me up I don't know how much i've written so I don't know if it's more than you or not so I don't know if I should stop but I really don't want to anyways hey look i'm gonna be on TV soon because I don't do music I do tv and i'm a lesbian witch and it's cool except kind of not because I die because Adam killed me and that's really sad so i'll stop 'cause I think I did enough (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

damiankulash 2003-07-02 13:28 (link)

oh really i don't want any of that then thanks wait what sucked i have completely forgotten nevermind sorry it has taken me so long to reply haha i had other stuff to do last night so you know and what you don't win because i am replying and it will be longer so there it only took me so long because people kept IM'ming me and it's so distracting and i was doing like 4 things at once i am sorry i will try and be quicker next time although that will probably be really hard because i will have to write a lot more what why won't you talk about Emma she is great but okay i know i'm sorry but i tend to skip the entries of people i don't know and i didn't know you up until a few days ago haha i don't know what i was talking about yesterday i know HTML i just don't know how to do those nice layouts that like have the sidebars haha oh that's true most of Craig's friends are on crack and stuff i mean what oh i like your layout it's really nice swing swing i did one like that so i will upload it when i can figure out the tables and stuff speaking of swing swing the all- american rejects need journals i think tyson used to have one but he hasn't updated in forever and i am not the only one that makes typo's you said 'fnid' so there haha it wasn't just one IM i was signed on like 3 different screen-names and had all these different people IM'ming me it gets confusing okay i am not slow i just had other things to do i am sure i said that already which would be why i am replying now and not earlier oops hahahaha but you always talk out of your ass it makes no difference to me ;x i will check for typo's this time okay ahahah i know i have no idea how he does that either because half the time he says oh i don't think i read that bit but the parts he does read he is able to check for typo's at the same time i know you do tv i have seen you on tv before but i can't say i've seen any of your movies sorry just on Buffy i have replied to all you said and you are still beating me by four lines what the fuck so yeah i can't come and get drunk with you for a while because Free is coming to see me to beat me at ping-pong but she won't beat me you see because i am the best at ping pong i don't know what she is on about i mean you've seen the video right and she wants to talk to me about the gas station she is going to take Craig to sometime but anyway that doesn't stop you from getting drunk does it you lush do you always drink alone haha i am sick of my icons again i will change them later my new ones are awful especially the one where i am sitting on grass i look about forty ew i have a picture of me drinking beer i will upload it for you when i find it hahaha but i look horrible obviously okay i beat you now so i am stopping here but i have to check for typo's ....okay i only made two so ha i really am done now (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

amber_b 2003-07-02 17:06 (link)

I thought so LUSH! What damn it took you long enough and through that whole thing all you were doing is making excuses and thne you didn't even tell me when you replied so now it looks like i'm taking longer than I really am 'cause it's only 4:55 right now and people will think I spent like alot of time on this when I really didn't and that's gonna make me sad they're gonna think i'm slower than you if it's even possible to be slower than you which I really don't think it is but ok hey wait I have like 11 people signed on and I reply quick ok ask Craig I can multi task like woah weeeeee I don't wanna talk about Emma 'cause then she'll come and be like "Why were you talking about me" and then it'll be weird and I dunno that's why go sip haterade and plus I have you iming me and I bet you're trying to distract me but it's not going to work eventhough you're trying to turn into Craig and point out my typos and and now Craig is depressed because Laetitia left and she told me like a week before she was going and even I couldn't stop her and that's sad because now she's gone and not coming back ever and then people will cry or not I don't know i'm not sure how many people she even knew I know she knew me and Craig and Tom and did she know you 'cause if she did then that's more people oh and she knew Vin she was going to date him and stuff and said how hot he was because well haha yeah have you seen him he really is hot but that's not the point hey look you put an enter in your sentence so now it's not a sentence it's two paragraphs I should win because of that but ok I'll let it slide 'cause this is fun and takes up time which I like to be taken up on and wee I know html I can do sidebars and iframe and yeah stuff i'd explain except it'd take forever and a day and then the random people that read this will be like "Hey wtf is she talking about" and then i'd have to explain it to them and i'd get carpotunnel well that is if I don't already get it from replying to this comment which I just might get it because I don't know that's how you get it right I think so yeah so which words did you typo did you fix them 'cause I didn't check 'cause unlike some people I don't go and correct other peoples typos 'cause thats MEAN and INCONSIDERATE and it makes people cry not me though other things make me cry did you know Craig cries if you threaten to take his bong haha it's funny you should try it he gets all teary and makes sad faces like this :( and then he'll whine and then he'll try and steal it back and if he gets it just go for his beer and he'll freakout and not know what to do and it'll be funny trust me ok because I did it alot and it is funny hahahahaha see look it makes me laugh well ok everything makes me laugh so nevermind about that but it will make you weeeeeeee well ok you weeeeeeeee at everything because you secretly love to weeeeeee so that doesn't count either and holy shit I just almost xed this out because I was xing out all those popups we're talking about im IMs and I almost missed 'cause I have bad aim and oh wow ok that really would have sucked and probably would have made me cry and you don't want to see me cry it's sad it'll be so pathetic like how you're gonna cry when I spam you 'cause we're talking in ims well haha you know that but other people don't so yeah we're talking and you just said I could spam you and I guess you don't think I will but I will and it will be fun and you'll really cry 'cause your email is going to suffer horribley and it won't be able to take it but it'll be fun for me not like i'm a masochist or anything 'cause that's weird and stuff haha no seriously i'm not ok well maybe a little but not alot 'cause yeah weird ok so maybe alot BUT WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT nothing that's what haha fuck I don't know if I wrote enough to have written more than what you wrote but im just gonna guess and say I did otherwise i'll keep going forever and you'll keep reading and we'll both get tired and yeah that'll be sleepyness ok done really bye (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

damiankulash 2003-07-03 14:07 (link)

hahahaha you know it ;x what I know I am sorry I will try and do this one faster okay don't mock me alright wait that is a lie because I bet this will end up being really long and that will be too hard for me and I can't be bothered today anyway haha and I did tell you I replied but you weren't online when I replied but that was the first thing I said to you yesterday don't you remember yeah I didn't think I is possible to be slower than me or lazier either but then I met Craig and uh he is both of those speaking of Craig do you know where the fuck he might be I haven't spoken to him on AIM in nearly a week you are the only person online on my list sob not that that's a bad thing I am just bored which would explain why I am replying to this now and not making you wait anymore ahaha I want Free to sign on so I have an excuse not to reply just yet and I want to talk to her anyway I am not very good at multi -tasking but yeah you know that um i didn't think of that you have a point hahaha damnit how did you know I was just trying to make you take longer replying but I failed badly didn't I and yeah I saw Laetita's entry earlier it's so sad I hardly knew her at all we never spoke but Craig used to talk about her a lot and like I said before she seemed nice a friend of mine might be getting a journal soon I tried to persuade him but I am not saying who it is because that would spoil it plus I am not entirely sure who I don't remember aha ew Vin Diesel I don't know him maybe he is nice too but I am not going to say he is hot because he isn't stop trying to make me sound gay I know I saw that after I posted and was like oh crap but it is still really all one run on sentence just with a big space in the middle there is no difference really so you don't win because it doesn't matter or count of anything because I pressed it by accident haha yeah I can kind of do it I am working on a layout but I bet it will turn out awful but we will see and what random people would read this other than Craig haha I don't think it would interest anyone else maybe not even him since he has to read all my replies in his journal oops that will take hours I can't remember which words I typoed but it was only because i typed them too fast and yes I checked them because I know how much people hate typo's hahahahah what I'm sorry don't hurt me ahaha I have never done that but have you seen what Craig is like when he's angry he goes psycho throws stuff it's not nice hahaha oh I'm the same I am too easily amused I hate it and it must really piss other people off oops what I don't weeeeeee at everything what are you talking about but if I start to I am blaming you because it is all your fault okay I have x'ed stuff out that i need or was doing so many times haha especially the 'accept message' thing on aim which I like getting but sometimes I accidentally get rid of them because they come up like pop-ups which is kind of confusing I won't cry when you spam me I will be like weeeeee I mean oops but yeah I like spam and I like getting comments because I am a comment whore mmm comments or maybe just a whore in general I will leave it up to you to decide on that one oh yeah my inbox will probably be full I hate that I have to go and delete everything do you have any idea how long that takes for me because hotmail hates me cause if I try and delete stuff usually it just says 'cannot display page' because it's mean maybe I will switch to yahoo ahahahahaha you are not a masochist I had to copy and past that because I can't spell it properly haha but yeah you are not but I don't know that for sure because I haven't met you yet when I do don't try and kill me or anything even if I steal your beer have I beaten you yet I hope i have because I really don't have anything else to talk about I hate it when this happens so yeah I hope I have written more than you damnit now I am repeating myself i am tired I haven't even had one coffee today wtf I will get one after I finish this maybe because I need to stop yawning I will have (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

damiankulash 2003-07-03 14:08 (link)

to check for typo's now even though I know there aren't any oh what you are beating me by one line how is that possible okay here is another line which means I win now so ha but I am going to keep writing more so that I get more lines I will only do this for a minute because i have nothing to write about because my band are doing nothing just yet we need to tour but I'm sure we will soon because we have a new single coming out soon have you heard it on the radio or seen the videos I bet you haven't when I come to see you or you come see me whatever I will bring them on tape and make you watch them over and over again until you like them just please don't make me do that with your movies good god I mean hi I bet your movies are good I'm sorry and I have definitely beaten you now so I am stopping here oh wait i might just add in a few more words to make this a little bit longer I just checked this and there are wayyy too many I's in this i really need to be lees me me me not that I am like that or anything I just didn't have anything else to talk about really haha okay I really am done now bye (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

amber_b 2003-07-03 15:16 (link)

YOU INSULTED MY MOVIES O_O Fine you better do it quicker except I don't now why i'm saying that because I really do have lots of things to do except I like doing this more so I keep postponing all my other things until I have this done weeeeee except now I am behind on things because I just sit here and stare at the screen until I find something to do maybe I should make another movie haha you're just lazy wait we already went over this ok and plus yeah all those ones you have with Craig so oops my bad heeeee and yes you did tell me but I wasn't gonna say that sh FUCK now you made me admit it great now everyone knows sob wtf now I lose but no wait I don't now i'll keep replying until I win weee win ok yes and I was just being sore because I could be therefore I was and yes Craig is lazier but oops he's Craig and probably off smoking banana peels or something because that's what people from Australia do I think I really don't know 'cause i'm not from Australia so I really have no idea what i'm talking about or maybe he's drinking "Fosters" I saw the commercial on and he's a bigger lush than both of us combined so that could be another explanation or he could be off buying hookers you never know because hah it is Craig and with his luck they're probably undercover police officers just waiting to arrest him I haven't spoken to him either wait no I lie I spoke to him the other day except I don't remember which day it was hmmm i'll remember eventually no I won't really I am the only one on your list that is sad I have the whole community on mine except I never IM anyone well you and Craig and Laetitia before and The Cult and oh did I tell you I was in a cult 'cause I am I mean no it's not a cult it's a "clan" right heee no no cults here nu uh 'cause why would I be in one no that's wrong and bad and not something Amber would do 'cause Amber is gooooooooooooood, good Amber i've never spoken to Free but if you talk to her she must be a lush too nice and stuff and i'm gonna end up talking to Tobey Maguire alot because he replied to my post therefore now I must be nice and talk to him plus we were in a movie sure we weren't in any of the same scenes but we were still in a movie so that has to count for something right good oh yeah I knew she was leaving a week before everyone else did I already said that though heee yes it's sad we'll all miss her well not all of us 'cause half of the people didn't even know her BUT THEY SHOULD HAVE maybe then she wouldn't have left I HATE YOU ALL sorry no not you I just wanna scare those random people Vin is hot oops I mean no ew that's wrong are you gay with Craig heee sorry I didn't just say that ok so anyways yes I knew you were trynig to slow me down but you just left so now i'm here replying and weee replying ok thanks because I can do that and shit what bitch what what i'm ghetto only not really hey "Cant Hardly Wait" was on TV last night did you know I was in that movie 'cause I am and I have a banana and it's really cool because I sit there and peel it and in the credits i'm there too with the banana again because people think I like bananas or something I mean don't get me wrong bananas are cool but i'm not like obsessed with them or anything and yeah ok they do taste good kinda but not really and I don't even like banana splits so ok i'm not obsessed with bananas and yeah haha you culd have just deleted the comment and reposted it but i'm not sore so i'm letting it go and plus then it would stop all of my run-on-sentence having fun and we can't have that because then i'd be stuck doing the stuff i'm supposed to do instead of this and this is funner although i'm not sure how fun it is for you since you have other ones and you have stuff to do only i'm sure you really don't have anything to do and you just said that ok fine i'll stop talking about it weeeeeee and i'm finding typos in your last thing only not where you spelt words wrong where you put "of" instead of "or" but that's ok because i'm not like you or Craig or anyone else so I won't point them out because oops wait no I just did point them out so nevermind I guess I am like you and Craig (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

amber_b 2003-07-03 15:22 (link)

except I don't throw things well ok I do but not furniture I throw soft cushony things that can't really hurt people therefore again I am not like you nor am I like Craig well actually i'm not sure if you even throw things because you never said you did you just sad Craig did so maybe you don't and if you do maybe you throw cushony things too GASP because you do weeeeeee alot and yes you do i'm not making you you do it all on your own hahaha ok well maybe I influenced that just a little but not alot just a little ok thanks because I just want to be right and when I am right it makes me happy because who wouldn't be happy if they were right and HOLY SHIT I JUST ALMOST DID IT AGAIN what the hell ok sorry I need to stop this and not get AOL and have DSL or something because these popup blockers don't work and it's really pissing me off and if I x out of this i'll have to start all over and oh I do that alot the xing out the "Would you like to recieve a message from" thing on AIM actually I did it just a few minutes ago only except I didn't want the message anyways probably I mean I don't know who it was from but I don't like talking to people because hello hi people are weird and there I go again maybe I should just stop moving my mouse to try and reply or something and I think I have more than you had but i'm not gonna try and post it yes shouldn't it like stop me when I have more but I don't know ok i'm afraid i'll hit the limit and then it won't tell me ok let me try to post and see what it says because I think I beat you but i'm not sure oops it won't let me post wtf ok hold on now I have to fix it lala blurty is so slow i'm here typing this in note pad because blurty is a large cunted whore and i've tried to post the comment three times but it won't let me post it at all so what the hell is up with that it didn't tell me I hit the limit and I was still typing and UGH THAT'S SO STUPID ok almost as stupid and my internet freezing every five seconds god damnit it just froze what the hell IHATEYOUBLURTY DIEDIEDIE i'm fine really ok not really but whatever I don't even know how much i've typed and shit now because of that so great if I don't beat you i'll be really mad and turn into Craig and throw hard wooden objects probably at you and you will cry and probably from the spam too I can't even beleive you like spam Craig and Emma hate it thats just 'cause they're haters and hate everything probably and ok i'm assuming I beat you since you have like nothing written on the second comment SO BYE (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

damiankulash 2003-07-04 14:26 (link)

HAHA I'M SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN IT I know I was intending to and everything but uh its taken me just as long as yesterday whoops I had other things to do sorry like my sidebar hee i don't know what to do in return because i can't think of anything so um if you think of anything let me know k and you win by the way just not at this because i am replying haha what you read those ones with Craig they are getting so long now i don't even bother reading them usually haha yes see you do lose because this would be a reply and it will end up longer than yours eventually even thought i don't know what the fuck i am going to write about because i kind of said everything i was doing yesterday and well today is no different no I'm not from Australia either but you know that haha he does seem like the kind of person that would buy hookers come to think of it mm fosters oh really that sounds about right i can't remember when i spoke to him it was about a week ago i think but he was lurking the other day evil no i have more people added than just you ahaha but it's only like 7 or something i think but it doesn't bother me in the slightest and after I posted that Free signed on so yeah not so sad now no you didn't tell me you were in a cult but i know it has a lot to do with Buffy right yeah because you all have journals my band need journals asap so do the rest of Craig's band okay we need more lush's around here haha I don't think Free is a lush but I can turn her into one when she gets here ew no i am not gay with Craig what are you thinking ahaha what you are not ghetto i think I have seen that movie but I must have missed your part because I blinked and am not that keen on bananas i mean they are nice but anyway haha no really i do have other stuff to do and this takes time and it's not really that fun for me but i do it anyway i don't really know why but like you said it gives you something to do other than the things you are supposed to be doing so i guess that is not a bad thing other than it takes so long to do well for me at least and it's easier than the one me and Craig are doing because I don't have to write so much which is always a plus and i am so tired i couldn't get to sleep for hours last night and i don't know why damn insomnia well i don't have insomnia nevermind i read through some of my old entries earlier because i was bored obviously and in at least half of the entries so that's what like uh 9 i think my mood has been either tired or sleepy i really should go to bed earlier and stop drinking coffee or something oh wait i have just have an idea do you want mood icons because i can do those haha i can't have any myself because there are not enough pictures of me sob i think you can have them with EA's I'm not sure though well that is not exactly a typo because miscrosoft word doesn't pick those up as spelling errors because it is still a word if you know what i mean so it doesn't really count and if that was the only typo you picked out that means i must have done okay right i mean one typo is good even if i didn't correct them myself because i am lazy what not this again i have replied to all you said and ended up with only half the amount of sentences sob yeah i don't throw stuff well actually it depends you know i do sometimes but anyway that weeeeeee thing is entirely your fault thanks you started it weeeeee i did that too i keep getting non- celebrity people i have never spoken to in my life IM'ming and are all like 'i really love your band ;)' i hate that so much one day i will make my buddy list friends-only but not just yet because it is kind of annoying then no-one new at all from this place can IM me unless maybe i add everyone to my list but then i would have to keep updating it all the time and that would get really annoying i haven't even written half as much of what you have written yet goddamn it yeah i did that yesterday i hit the limit well i was over it by like a thousand characters or whatever so i cut some of it out and i was still over so i had to cut more out and then it fit finally then Blurty went gay on me and wouldn't let me post but it worked eventually ew i hate notepad i use Semagic for some reason ahahahaha large cunted whore that is new (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

damiankulash 2003-07-04 14:26 (link)

i know Blurty is being soo slow i tried to change my icons earlier but it was like no Damian you're a whore you can't so i will do it later maybe if it decides to like me then but there is not much chance of that happening is there ineednewiconsineednewiconsineednewicons this is driving me insane there are no new pictures of me anywhere and i am ugly in all the pictures on my website i hate this we need to tour so bad oh yeah where is my spam then huh i am bored wait don't do it yet i need to clear out my inbox or hotmail will spam me with account upgrading shit because my inbox is stuffed with things i don't need because i don't usually bother deleting comments there because sometimes i forget who i commented where and such so that would be why i read somewhere that spam accounts for 55% of all emails how interesting yawn but most of the emails i get are spam stuff like penis enlargement emails maybe i should foreword them to Craig ew not that I know if he'd need them or not ew ew forget i said that i would delete it but hey it's more characters or words whatever so it can stay i don't get so much of it anymore anyway which is good because they take up too much account space i wasn't doing this purposely but hi you said "beleive" i just noticed that accidentally why are you still beating me i have nothing to ramble about i feel like updating maybe i will do that later i still need to do my sidebar i haven't gotten around to doing that yet but i will as soon as I've finished this how do you do this so quickly it's is completely beyond me oh damn i can't keep my eyes open i need coffee wait----k mmm coffee i don't want to spend all day yawning i should add more people back oops i will do that later i had a clearout before and kind of ended up diss-adding a bunch of people i should have really kept added and it's kind of hard to remember which journals are dead and which are not ahahaha what the fuck faith hill is now a community how did that happen i am not posting in her though that would be weird i am going to do my sidebar and come back to this when i can think of something to write about because my mind just went blank insert a break of about fifteen minutes here alright so that is done i might change the picture at the top maybe because i didn't realise before but ew i am so veiny in the first picture it is disgusting but i'm hoping maybe people won't notice maybe i'll fade them out or something or just replace the picture altogether i don't know god i am so bored i hate this and i have nothing to write about so hmm no i don't throw things actually it depends on how angry i am and stuff but i don't throw stuff like Craig does just little things and they don't have to be cushiony either my internet freezes a lot also which is the main reason i type this shit up offline because it's a hell of a lot easier haha what i like spam i don't really have a reason for liking it but it is just great okay i think i have beat you now so i will stop here before i fall asleep or something k byee (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

amber_b 2003-07-06 07:27 (link)

Ew I am not getting email wtf is that ok maybe I haven't confirmed my email yet or something but whatever ok I'd like to be getting my email sometime in the near future if that's possible and here I am replying and shit and I feel bad 'cause i'm not even going to read your reply i'm just gonna think of new things to say which is going to be hard considering we're so focking bored I mean you even might reply to this one quickly so that just shows how bored we are but oops i'm so focking tired and I had a long long long night with Craig and that sounded wrong that's not what I meant I meant something totally different oops wtf i'll tell you later ok wait I already told you nevermind dude my cult has so many issues it's not even funny and to think I love them all so very much hahaha wow we're so weird holy shit I must be bored I just corrected all my typos and yeah there were alot of them eeeeeeep my eyes hurt alot and ow it hurts but not the stingy kind you get from falling or anything like that SO ANYWAYS yeah wtf you're iming me but I don't think you're trying to distract me or anything so it's all good and wtf WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE haha i hope that pisses you off and makes you weee more god I just want to run around outside and weeeeeeeee for the hell of it because that'd be so fucking cool and did you know that oh shit I forgot so how hard is it to find pics of you where you're not sweaty 'cause apparently it's really hard but I can find some alot so whatever hahaha and no they don't have short hair they have normal hair and it's not sweaty and everything and now I have IMs from tom and adam and nicky and danny but look i'm still here replying to you and it's hard to keep focus holy shit im gonna quit any second now and i didn't know you hated poking but ok i guess you do i love poking and weeeeeeeeeeing and but you knew that ok nevermind so anyways wtf i really don't know what to say hm so hows emma have you talked to her lately i havent i havent seen her in a while which is weird cause shes usually around but i guess shes not now oh well shes probably lurking or something and look i stopped using capital letters and things god im so lazy i blame society or the media or anything that makes it so it isn't my fault 'cause i dont want to take the focking blame and oops i used some ' 's back there how did that happen it slipped honestly ok maybe not really it's just a reflex LOOK THERE IT IS AGAIN and id stop replying but you really want to reply so i will continue to type because i dont know it makes you happy or something and i dont know i guess im not too tired to reply but im just really not going to make any sense right now my head is all foggy and blehy and i reallllllly have no focking idea what im saying really no i don't think you believe me but you reallllllllllly should because i don't even know where this sentence is going and my fingers hurt and i'm tired and my head is foggy and blehy and my hand now hurts too not just my finger and i just hit my knee that hurts and my foot kinda hurts too i don't know how i did that but like the nerve or something went ooowwwiiiieeeeee ok well thats not what my foot went but thats what i said i was like ".....ooowwwiiiieeeeee!" and shit and it really did hurt and i think i shouldn't be complaining so much hahahaha but i am because i really have nothing else to say maybe i should talk about the weather because it's nice out ok i lied i have no idea what it's like out i am just making it up as i go but no really i should talk about something wtf this whole reply is just me saying how i have nothing to say but that makes me talented that i can make a reply out of that so i feel accomplished and now i can say that i'm like wooo talented because i am and shit i keep making you weeeeeeeeeee in ims which i also take great pride in and now i'm going to give you lots more annoying habits that you will no doubt complain about WTF OH MY GOD I RHYMED what where was i oh yeah so i will make you say thing like "yay" and ":D" and "<3" and "woooooooooooo" and "squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" and all of that if I haven't already I mean I know I enforced the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee but there's plenty more where that came from (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

damiankulash 2003-07-06 08:09 (link)

i know I'm not getting any either what is up with that i actually haven't been getting any for days so i have no idea who has been commening and stuff i hate that so thanks for telling me you finally replied otherwise we would have left this for two days like you did before but thats not a bad thing because i thought maybe it would giveme more to write about but as always it turns out i was wrong speaking of wrong what you said about Craig sounded so very wrong and what is this shit about you two being married i mean i know you have to be joking because i can't imagine you really living together and stuff i mean think about it could you put up with a temper like than and can he put up wuth a lush like you but then again he is a lush too how perfect you two can go and get wrecked together what fun and yeah i ws not trying to distract you this time i had a reason but i forgot it whoops stop weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeing okay it takes up space just like that you cheat or really if you find any good pictures of me let me know okay i am running low on nice pictures well just ones that aren't lieve it is so annoying so i can never change my icons sob and all the ones i have now are awful and yes i am talking to Emma right now actually she was asking about you :x haha she is coming to see me very soon so it's all good what it does not make me happy ew my hands are tired wtf maybe i will just reply to this comment and do the rest later that sounds like a good idea hope you don't mind i know stop making me weeee i hate it crap this comment is too short but i am not going to go on about the weather like you did no wait actually you didn't nevermind i really have nothing else to talk about i want beer sob hahaha what i do all that already but i don't squeeeeeeeee because it sounds really weird i don't know i just never said it that does not mean i want you to make me say it okay not not not got that have i beaten you get i don't really care i might just post this how it is but i might have to count up first and see and then manually check for typoes i am writing this from the comment box this is a first and okay i really don't care if i have beaten you yet or not i am too tired to care and my fingers hurt so um wait i take that back i just counted and it's like woah you are still beating me by loads wtf (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

damiankulash 2003-07-06 08:25 (link)

goddamn it i hate blurty diediediedie i didn't mean to post that and it need to be longer so i will try and write more so yeah i was talking to Emma and she is going to fly out to see me today just like that it's so great i bet there were tons of typos in that because i wasnt able to check it whoops and i am too lazy to do it now sorry none of it will make sence apart from maybe the weeeeeeeeeeeee because i know i didn't spell that wrong and will you stop useing the ;x face or which ever way around you have it haha if thats your attept to get me to use it too i'm sorry it is not working oh god i have nothing else to write about and i can't reply to what you said in your other comment because i am replying to my own i pressed the wrong button oops i need to clear out my friends list or something i think if you add this to what i wrote already it will added up to more than your comment so i am ending this one here and i will reply to your other comment later or maybe now it depends i am not that bored because i have stuff to do now so yeah bye (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

amber_b 2003-07-06 07:43 (link)

AND JESUS CHRIST am i not fucking done yet god i've been trying to type and reply for forever and a day ok i just glanced at your reply so i'd have more to talk about so hmmmm let's see well ok spam is kind of sad if you have a sucky email account and i hate email all together so spam would suck but I never get spam so I really wouldn't know and i've never been spammed Eliza almost spammed me but I told her not to and cried so she didn't yay and now she can't spam ever again because Vince forbids it or something wtf i don't know why was I using capitalization back there it was temporary insanity or something and ow i just cracked my knuckles and it hurt wtf it's not supposed to hurt is it or maybe it is and I just never knew it ok now i'm paranoid and I think I should see a doctor or something or not whatever i really don't care I NEED TO STOP CAPITALIZING ooh caps i love caps they're so fucking cool dude like woah ok yeah hahaha i mean what hi no ok so anyways back to me saying absolutely nothing dude i really hope i haven't typed too much already because that happened to me last time and i really wasn't expecting it so wtf let me try now and see wtf happened 'cause now i'm curious and i have to know kind of like curious george only not really ok maybe curious like a cat except that cat got killed by curiousity and i didn't get killed well ok Tara got killed but she got killed by warren and a gun BUT ADAM SAID HE'D NEVER KILL ME.. what so hold on let me see if this reply goes through HAHA WAIT WTF IT DIDN'T GO THROUGH ::dies:: so here i am typing this in word pad 'cause wtf I HATE YOU BLURTY sob it's gonna make me weep look there i already did weep god ok now i'm just upset and distraught AND OH MY GOD EMMA SIGNED ON what the hell i think hell is freezing over and pigs are flying and woah i'm just blown away 'cause emma is like usually never on and shit so woah she signed on and hahaha i don't know i just needed something to type shhh don't comment on my random outbursts i know you think they're the shit it's ok i think you should just admit it or not whatever you don't have to 'cause i know the truth wee so i feel special and shit because i am atleast that's what "they" tell me and please don't ask me who "they" are 'cause i don't know oops so maybe that's why I keep getting casted for roles where I sit and peel bananas and just look at bananas like they are the most fascinating thing on god's green earth or why I have roles where i sad "my best friend is a tree" speaking of which i know you said this was your favorite icon so wee here it is and i was gonna change the kws to "my best friend is a tree" but then I got lazy plus I already used this icon a couple times and I don't want it to get replaced by my default icon when I change the kws and I don't wanna change my default to the tree icon so really i'm just stuck well ok the tree icon isn't that bad infact maybe I will change my layout to the pics of me and the tree because i secretly really do love the tree SH DON'T TELL OK because some people don't like the tree I know tobey secretly hates it and look i need to not use the stupid shift key grrr rawr it's taking up too much energy away from me and we both know i need all my energy because i'm slowly wasting away AND OOPS I HIT REPLY BEFORE I WAS DONE god thank god for deleting other wise wtf i'd be stuck with that and plus i replied to the wrong comment anyways so that reply does me no good at all wee deleted ok i'm better now and if i lost that comment oh sweet jesus the amount i'd cry it'd just be ungodly 'cause like woah man i'd fucking just woah like bawl and shit much like you did and won' admit to OH WAIT NEVERMIND you just admitted to it "so damn damian k: haha okay maybe i did *hides*" haha look i have proof and everything mmm proof ok i'm done now ok not really i wonder if i wrote enough yet probably not let me keep going for a while except still nothing to say jesus maybe if i wasn't so boring and antisocial ok i lie i have lots of ims and things to say but im sure you're not interested and i think i beat you so let me try ok brb (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

tobeym 2003-07-02 23:50 (link)

"My Best Friend Is A Tree." *laughs* sorry Amber. I just watched "S.F.W." today, since its been forever, and I just recognized you in it. That was excellent. I am jealous of that line just to let you know. Damn, we should have had a scene together. Me being the druggy doofus on the bus bench and you being the girl who...loves trees apparently. *grins* And again, Hi. I have yet to actually introduce myself formally. Tobey Maguire here. goodbye. g'night. *grins* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	amber_b 2003-07-03 15:26 (link)
	::Dies:: Hah, it's ok Al Tobey. MY BEST FRIEND IS A TREE. We should have, talked about tree's and drugs even. Hi Tobey; i'm Amber.. obviously.. ::Cough::. Aw you're asleep WAKE UPPPP. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)