Now who do i have?
Last night i wanted to see what Mindy wanted so i went over. When i got inside there was nothing but boxes. I put two and two together. She said she was moving to west virginia tonight. I didn't think it really mattered to me that she was moving but now i am alone and it hurts i have no one to talk to shop with take out to eat or run with. She also gave me a break with Jarred. What ever who cares and this is another reason why i don't want friends. I'am to emotional. She was gonna help me with the whole Chris going to jail thing. I should of known that i wasn't ment to be truely happy and comfortable in life. I choked back the tears when she took the wedding bells that i bought her and she said this is something very special to her. When all along I thought she hated it. Tonight hopeful if steve is in a good mood well go over to pappys. Cory and steve are only weekend friends. To bad it's gonna be dark when chris gets home. I wanna run i wanna run like hell. I wanna run my anger and depression out lol looks like i'am running to canada. wounder what the weather is like. Jarred is acting funny. I bet he's up to something stinky. lol well i gots ta go clean up the kitchen.
Re: awww.... sister!!!!! dont be sad! amagicstar 2004-04-27 23:30
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Think about it sister i don't have you to be there for me. I would call you but i'am not allowed. I tried to hang out with you the one Monday I was over at moms but you shot me down. What ever Michelle I'am just happy you speak to me here. I've tried what can i say.
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