Shy (always) wrote, @ 2008-01-07 03:48:00

its payday! :]
haha my direct deposit came through tonight... anyways :] its been awhile hasnt it?! tomorrow's gonna be a busy day tooooooo so i should head to bed soon after i write this.

well on saturday i tried to get up early to help with denton's dad's company nfl fantasy football thing but i couldnt lol. i came a little after noon, but hey i made up for it today. i went extra early since the games started at 10am! cant wait for the divisional playoffs next week :] after doin that on saturday, lisa wanted to meet up and "talk" so we went to have lunch. she's so freakin weirdddddddddddddd. okay so after halloween weekend, i had gone home and lisa and i went to a party with my brother and his friends. well that whole night, her paranoid and insecure ass bf kept calling her she wasnt ok to drive so she slept over at my place. the whole night she was up arguing with him, taking shit from him... i told her to hang up. i mean seriously, if a guy was sitting on the phone saying are you cheating on me, where are you!? why the hell would you sit there and listen to him? so after i told her to hang up she just left the room and went to argue with him in my bathroom. then she came out and asked me if i could drive her home and i was like "home or to his house?" and she said his house, and i relunctantly got up and brought her home. the whole ride i didnt even wanna talk to her. so the next day, lisa drove to my house cuz i had left my camera... i never carry a purse to parties so i left my camera in lisa's purse. and she looked like she had been crying so i asked her what's wrong and she came in my house for a few mintues, then next thing ya know, we hear a car pull up and it was her idiot boyfriend with a baseball bat. right when he got there she was like "oh my god, that's gary" like she knew something was up... then he started calling out my brother and saying if my brother doesnt come out, he's gonna smash his car and i was like dude my brother doesn't even live here and saying stuff like you're lucky he doesn't live here too, just to piss him off. then i brought out my phone and he was like "oh ur gona call the cops?" and i said no i wouldn't call the cops and let them save you, you want my brother i'll call my brother. and lisa was like holding him back the whole time and i was telling her to let him go and she was like please shy, please stop just let me talk to him. and i was like i feel bad for you having to deal with him, and he was getting hella pissed and pushing lisa and i told lisa to come inside and she was like i can't. and i said well you better tell him to leave so i guess she got him to calm down and he got in his car and drove off then she got in her car and went and followed him like the helpless person that she is. so i guess she couldnt find him and she called me to say sorry and she was in tears and i told her to come to my house... she was already at his house waiting for him... and i straight up told her that he has problems and that she doesn't need to be with a guy like him. dude seriously, he is SO insecure. he lets her go out, but whenever she does, she has to like takl to him every second and say i love you just so that people know shes on the phone with her boyfriend. how ridiculous is that? but yeah i guess he had gone through my camera and saw group pictures of lisa and me and the guys and in one of the pics, my brother has his hands on his belt buckle pulling it up and another hand on lisa's shoulder and i dunno why, but lisa said he hella flipped when he saw that picture. sooooooooooo retarded. but this was like the 100th break up they'd gone through, i mean they seriuosly have a dysfunctional relationship. they argue EVERY SINGLE DAY. i remember i went to visit her and breigh in santa barbara where they go to school and gary was there that weekend also and all they did was argue... even if it was like where's my keys, they'd argue about who lost it. but back to the whole incident... i told her this should be the last straw you should break up with him. so that whole day we hung out, and catie was here to console her too. and when gary had called her while we were at dinner she picked up and catie and i just shook our heads then she came back in and said she didnt wanna talk to him. so that night, lisa didn't have a place to stay since she lives with gary at his parent's, and i was leaving for berkeley the next morning, so she stayed with catie. then i got a text from catie at like 3am saying that lisa just left to go to gary's cuz he had called her. and i was like i give up...

so after that whole thing i never talked or text lisa and she asked catie if i was mad at her and i told her go ahead tell her i am pissed. you know, her BOYFRIEND came to my house with a baseball bat threatening to kill my brother and fuck up his car, and after i said he doesnt live here, he wanted to fuck up my car and my step dad's car (the ones that were in the drive way) and he called me a bitch. your boyfriend does that shit to me, then you're gonna go back to him that night? what does that say about our friendship? i know that if my bf did that to my BESTFRIEND and her family, i would not stand for it. so november 20th was her birthday but i was stuck in berkeley til thanksgiving and so me lisa, marissa and two of marissas friends went to eat dinner cuz it was also marissas birthday. and the whole time i made small talk with lisa, nothing too engaging but by the end of the night, it was like we were friends again. but after that we went our separate ways. she was in texas all of winter break and this was her last weekend here til she was goin back to santa barbara. so she wanted to have lunch on saturday to talk and i said ok so we talked... and i asked her why she chooses to be with him when shes not happy and she told me how he like apologized and cried and blahblahblah and i was like yeah but if you take him back right away, he's just gonna keep treating you like shit and she said i know and that tried taking things slow and seeing someone else but he said sorry and how he has changed and all that so now theyre together and supposedly getting along better. well i talked to catie after that happened and she said lisa told her gary went to her house and into her room and ripped up all her stuff and trashed her room cuz she had gone clubbing while she was in texas. how's that for change? whatever so i told her, ill try to be there for her but i'm never ever gonna like gary or try to fake like i like him. and she said ok thats fine... but anyways so after that we said bye and i went back to denton's dad's thing. it was ridiculous cuz even the whole time we were at lunch, her bf kept calling her and harrassing her and i was like rolling my eyes in front of her face. he would NOT let her hang up, cuz if she did, it'd be because she's busy making out with a guy or whatever his ass imagines. i just dont get how she deals with that stuff. i mean, i know your a lady but man up and don't take that shit from him. oh and she's a hypocrite isnt she? i remember when i was thinking of getting back with stephen she told me not to and told me to reread the email i sent her about how much stephen had hurt me and she would always bad mouth him and kevin (catie's bf) saying they dont deserve 2nd chances. then during our lunch, after we had our talk we updated each ohter and i was telling her stuff about stephen and i asked if she had read his blog and she said no, and i said oh yeah i tried using your myspace to look at his and you guys aren't friends anymore, and she said yeah i think he deleted me. well when i was takling to catie, catie told me lisa had called her that weekend to talk and that her and lisa had talked about the blog and that she deleted stephen as a friend cuz that blog was ridiculous... hahaha. she is SUCH a hypocrite. if she thinks stephen's a bad guy that deserve me, then i feel bad for whoever or whatever deserves gary. he isn't even on the level of my neighbor's screeching cat. lisa can do 10000% better and i feel so bad for her. i mean she's not even comfortable dancing in front of him... if youre not comfortable in front of your boyfriend, how could you say you love them? april is gonna be 2 years for them. i'm sorry to say, but i hope they don't make it.

enough of that :] so that night katie flew back in from philadelphia. i had called her at 6pm but she didnt pick up. she ended up calling me at 8 and i told her i could meet up with her at her house after the football game, so i went to her house at like 10pm cuz after the game i helped clean up. but yeah so i helped her unpack and she told me about her and malissa's trip and i told her about what happened after vegas and what not. we talked about lisa and gary for like 2 hours hahahha. but yeah im so glad to have her back! but now she's leaving me soon cuz santa cruz is gonna start. this is her last year there and she's gonna graduate. i'm so proud of her! so we hung out at her house and nick kept texting me! but i only responded once then katie got out her Lost Season 1 DVD she got for christmas and we watched it! omgggggggggg it is SOOOOOOOO good hahahhahah. i told her she better not watch the rest without me! i know she will though :( so i left her house around 2am and i called nick back and he was like telling me to go over to his house and when i said no, he went back to being mad and stand off-ish again. GEEZ it'd only been since friday morning that he didnt see me. so i got home played with the pups for a little then went to bed.

todayyyyyyyyyy. i got up early to set up for denton's dad again :] it's fun networking with the other workers and getting their buiness cards and stuff! i asked where's dent, and his dad was like this is WAY oto early for him. haha it was like 10am. but yeahhhhhh... a saw one of the workers there again named ethan and he was so charming :] i would try to get his attention and i finally got it today hahahah. its kinda awkward flirting with a bunch of 30 year olds and stuff around us hahahah. so anyways 530pm after the game, i was helping clean up and when i went to the hall to throw out the table cloths, ethan asked if he could have my number... and i was like of course so i called him from my cell phone just so i'd have his number too and then he said he was gonna leave so i was like ok i'd give you a hug but i'm cleaning haha but yeah. then later on that night denton's dad told me that ethan has a girlfriend! hahahahha anyways. after that i met up with katie again and we went to have dinner with her older sister and malissa. ummm and after that katie and i went to target since it was just around the block. hahah we stayed there for HOURS<3333333333 there was so much stuff! but yeah they closed at 10 so we had to leave =( gotta bunch of stuff though... some cute stuff for my puppies! so we went back to katie's and watched up to like episode 8 of lost hahahaha and she was like cmon we have to end sometime, i'm falling asleep. and i was like yeah ok the next episode! and i said that all the way til episode 8 til she kicked me out hahahah. =/ but yeah so now im back home and i ate some left over dinner and now i gotta go to sleep! i have a dentist appointment at 1pm and also a hair appointment for myself, as well as for my dogs. they're getting a check up and their hair did. after that i'm going to my sisters cuz she's cooking dinnnnnner :] i'll prob see nick after since its been awhile. ok gnight all!

	loved 2008-01-12 03:39 (link)
	hiiii. haha. i'm trying to be more active :] anyway, it sounds like lisa is as insecure as gary is. i feel bad for both of them. she clearly needs to move on because it kinda sounds like he's violent or at least has violent ways. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	always 2008-01-14 06:20 (link)
	yeah, you're telling me... catie and I have tried intervening, but she can't leave him because she's so attached. It's pathetic... she always gives in to him... I feel bad for her as well! Good luck on being more active lol, I'm trying also but I know once school starts, I'm gonna be busy again :/ but thanks for reading my super long entry lol (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)