InnERwinGs (allbealright) wrote, @ 2004-09-30 12:14:00

Current mood:	bouncy
Current music:	The Killers

I hate Blushing....
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh......ok i'm glad i got that off my chest. Today was a good day. Just in case you're wondering...its about the hot guy again....wheewwww.... Sooo....i was in my softball class and the guy was looking pretty good as usual, so it was my turn to go up to bat and I happened to hit a decent one this time but they caught it anywayz so i had to run back to where my team was...and i as i was walking by everyone to go the end of the line, the hot guy looked at me and said "that was a good hit" and i said "thanks", i felt stupid though cuz i felt like i shrank down into a little girl when i said thanks...uhh...when will i grow up...anywayz...i think i started blushing after he said that...but then later on in the game i was just standing there in line cheering on the teammates and what not and the girl next to me asked me what my name was so i told her and then out of nowhere the hot guy said "like the flower?" and i said yeah...so i think i blushed some more.....dang it....i'm so obvious....well anyway AND THEN....during the next inning when it was our turn to bat again, the guy had just finished batting and he got out in second base and as he was walking back to where we were ...i got nervous cuz i was just standing there and out of all the open spaces he comes and stands in the middle of everyone right next to me....(blushed once again)...i had that feeling when ur stomach feels like its going up and down...yep...i was so blushing so i turned my body so that my back would be facing him cuz he would so tell....i needed to buy myself time to calm down....i think he wanted to start a conversation but i kept turning or stepping out the side a little more everything i saw that he'd get closer....Oh my goodness...i'm such a weirdo....I think I'm scared of hot guys....but nah i think its just mostly that I feel like I'll make a complete ass out of myself which i tend to do in the process of thinking this....errrr.....anywayz if my "Grow Up Meter" rises anytime soon I'll let ya know....ok peace

when WILL you ever learn?!?!?!?!? pumpkinrocks 2004-09-30 19:06 (link)

god azalia this is horrible! you better start conversations with him before someone else takes him. then there will no longer be a hot guy in your class. geez! lol but me..uhm karl says he is now over me. whatever...that was completely mean. but im fine because i myself have been very busy. this one hot stud named Trent gave me his number..and he's 20 or 19yrs old...but cute as hell. hes a poet..yay.lol and ive met many more hotties. tony might be our new drummer. and he is totally hot in his own way. he wears like tight pants with girly belts..but they look so good on him because he has a great ass to go with it. lol im serrious. anyway...hes a really awesome guy. we were totally flirting the other day..but its ALL GOOD.haha unlike you my shy friend...i am busy meeting new ppl. woot. lol k ttyl freak. *muah* (Reply to this) (Thread)

pumpkinrocks 2004-10-01 18:58 (link)

thank ya very much. lol. i have a girl after me too. lol tis awesome. anyway i just told my mum about the tickets. she saidw we cant go...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ahahahahaha!!!!! jk :D she said that it was cool. lets just see what my dad says. told my mum i won them, cos dumb cristal lol started it out that way. (Reply to this) (Thread)