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FUCK!!!!!
German 1 7:45am I saw Casey this morning, it was really weird. I tried to avoid him as long as possible but he kept looking at me. I wanted to go over to him to ask him to discard the note...but I couldn't get up enough courage to do it. He finally saw me and gave me a hug then just kinda walked away. I probably wont see him until lunch time. At lunch theres NO avoiding him! I'm ganna ask hm today at lunch what he thought of the note. I'm not sure if he likes me or not. I couldn't tell thin morning...I was avoiding him. He did give me a hug and I wasn't even looking to get one. Biology 1 9:52am This class is soooooo gay! I'm giving myself some confidence to talk to Casey...I hope I can. I am ganna do it at lunch. Tenley wants to MAKE OUT but not GO OUT with Howard! Shes ganna kiss him during lunch today. Howard doesn't seem to mind that idea. Well thats their deal not mine. I still kinda like him but he likes Tenley and she likes him so I'm sticking with Casey. My god this fuccing teacher never fuccing shuts up! I'm hungry! I still have one more class before I can go to lunch! Grrrr! SHIT! I don't have any money! FUCC! Not good! i only have my Mountain Dew...not that thats a bad thing. :-D Lunch is ganna be really weird for me! I have lunch with Casey...I usally go to lunch and give Casey a hug...after humping him (don't worrie he likes it :-D) He usually gives me another hug about 5 or 10 min after that. We hang out and talk then he goesto play Haki-sack with a group of peopel...I have TRIED to play it but I'm not good at all! i don't have good eye-hand corrdination. I will get a haki-sack soon I hope, I want to learn it seems really fun and plus it will give me and Casey something to do together! *squeek* I think I really do like him! Errr...I sure hope he feels the same! I'm soooooo terrified or rejection! I have been thoug WAY to much shit to handle it any more! Well wish me good luch with Casey at lunch...SHIT! lunch! Oh fucc! Howard is skipping to go to 2nd lunch today.. FUCC!!!! Algebra 1 Honers 12:04pm I'm hungry! This class isn't over until 12:20pm...errr...I don't want to go to lunch...Caseys ganna be there. CRAP...Howards ganna be there to SHIT! now I really don't want to go to lunch! ERRR...grrr...MOOOOOOOO! No! I will go to lunch! Fucc Howard...yes please...DAMN IT! I'm done with Howard...moving on! Casey...I like Casey! i like Casey! Casey! Casey! Casey!Casey! Casey! Casey! *deep breath* I like Howard...damn it...I know I like Casey...but Howard is...I don't fuccing know god fuccing damn it! ERRRRR! i will work on Casey since Tenley and Howard are FUCC-Buddies! Tv Production 1:16pm I have the same class as Howard just a different hour. NO MORE HOWARD! Casy! I didn't talk to Caset about the note at lunch...Howard was there and I was TRING to avoid both of them but its fuccing impossible! When walking away from one of them The other was there! It sucked soooooo bad! I was doing ok...then I said fucc it and gave up. I guess i went back and forth between them both...talking t them and just hangging out. I think I was with Casey more...tring to get over Howard! Joanies ganna talk to Casey to see if he likes me after school. ERRRRR! I just want to know if he likes me or not! Joanie thinks he does but I don't. I kinda think he does. Today at lunch he gave me a hug and i told him to discard the note and he said, "why? I need it, its important to me!" So I think he might like me. Home 7:3pm well Casey said he was ganna call me tonight and I'm waiting fo him to call and he hasn't yet bt its all good...no worries! I told him I liked him after school today and i told him he made me figgit and really nervouse and he smiled and I told him to forget the note and pretend it never happened...he said you can't forget something like that, something important like that. I told him I was really scared and I was ganna go to my bus and he said don't be its all ganna be ok and gave me a hug and left I was walking to my bus and he yelled out to me that he would call me(I gave him my number in the note). Well I'm off for the day Peace out!
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 |  (Anonymous)
2003-09-14 19:23
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Like oh-my-god, Im like soo gonna kill your poser bitch ass! (Reply to this) (Thread) |
 |  (Anonymous)
2003-09-17 20:27
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DIE DIE DIE!!!!! U fucking poser hoar! U r a fucking man and u know it! BURN! (Reply to this) (Thread) |
 |  (Anonymous)
2003-09-18 13:55
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Calling someone a poser, is calling them a poser. It doesnt mean you are one. Thats just a dumb excuse to get out of being called a poser. I dont get called a poser, like you whores do, so I dont have to worry about how I look. You kids needs to grow the fuck up, and realize that you shopping at Hot Topic only covers up your body, and not your selfish lies. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
 | you know nothing obviously!!!!!!!!!!! (Anonymous)
2003-09-19 16:54
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Thanks but I don't shop at hot topic so fuck you and get a fucking life and learn new things! You must be really ignorant if you think that shopping anywhere makes you somthing, thats not ture...sorry to shatter your little world! The store doesn't make you! You and the things you do make you! I guess you wouldn't know that now would you!? And EVERYONE is a POSER! EVERYONE poses off of someone...weather its a modle or another person you know or have seen YOUR STILL FUCKING POSING! SO GET A GOD DAMN LIFE AND LEARN A FEW FUCKING THINGS!(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
 | Re: you know nothing obviously!!!!!!!!!!!  (Anonymous)
2003-09-19 17:42
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Uh, yeah, I was the one who told you that. HA! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
 | fuck you brittany! (Anonymous)
2003-09-20 13:26
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fuck you brittany parson! your nothing but the past to me your a stupid fucking whore! you know nothing about me! all you do is take fucking time to fuck people over and no you didn't teach me or tell me that thanks I knew that way before I ever meet you and by the way you fucking shopped at hotttopic and I wouldn't be supprised if you still do! I don't do shit to you so I see no point in you going out of your way to fuck with me in the first palce! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
 | Re: fuck you brittany!  (Anonymous)
2003-09-21 14:29
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Silly silly. No, I dont shopt at Hot Topic. I know better. But why are you making such a big deal over nothing. Childish games arent like your high school drama games. I dont knwo why you get so worked up other nothing. This is the internet... WELCOME. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
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