it's been a rough week.
it's been a week since i last updated but i've got a good excuse... it's been one of the worst weeks of my life. i'm not kidding. ok so valentine's day was fun. a bunch of us got all dressed up, and we went out to eat, then bowling. for dinner it was just 5 of us girls, but for bowling one of the girl's boyfriend joined us. it was a fun night. then on sunday i wasn't feeling to energized so i pretty much layed in bed all day. went and got some dinner and hung out with stephanie for a while. i miss that kid. now that we both live in the same city again we see and talk less than when i still lived down here. but it was nice to catch up. then moday was all right, i don't think anything too exciting happened that day. tuesday i was fasting for our prayer team. it was horrible. i was called a bitch by someone i thought would never call me that ever. then i think that's when the trouble with my cousin started. i think i did something wrong, cuz all i know is when i went back to my room to take a shower she had turned all the lights out and i had to get dressed in the dark. then wednesday i had kind of a busy day. did my classes plus some observations. then rae lynn and i went to worship, but it was a little different than usual. we got to pick one of three lessons to go attend, which ever of the three we wanted to learn more about. then we had a small "love feast". it was basically everyone sitting down a tables getting to know eachother, and eating some fruit, bread, and cheese. i really enjoyed it cuz i got to talk to some people i don't get to talk to that much normally. jenny, chelsea, rae lynn, and i all got some flowers from the place settings. it was great cuz we didn't have to ask for them, jacob just gave them to us. it was so cute cuz he handed jenny and chelsea some and,in very a cute and smooth way, thomas takes one carnation from chelsea and hands it to me. it was so cute. well of course since he's so cute. but yea. then when i finally got back to my room after hanging out with jenny and chelsea for a little while, i again had to get dressed in the dark. well i guess t.v. light still counts as light but it's still not fair. so thursday becky is still mad at me and by this point i'll admit it, she was really hurting my feelings. i mean i didn't know if i did anything and if i did i couldn't think of what the hell i could have possibly done to piss her off. so i go to my book study. then to jenny and chelsea's appartment for a bit. then when i get back to my room at 8, my cousin was no where. she went off and didn't leave a note. so candice, being equally upset with noelle, and i went for a ride for about an hour and a half. we get back and i get treated like crap. i talked to shad for a while but that didn't seem to help, so i decided to take my shower that way when becky got back to the room i'd either not be there or i'd be in bed. but when i got out of the shower becky was there and it wasn't nice. she all of a sudden tells me that she doesn't sppreciate me lying and telling noelle and tim that she didn't want anyone to ride home with her. ok first of all i never said that at all. i hate the thought of her riding home alone cuz it worries me. and the way she brought it up was horrible. she wasn't asking me if i said that, she automatically believed noelle, who she's know a few monthes, instead of me, her cousin and her roomate, who she's known for almost 19 years. so my response was "i think you need to go ask noelle again, cuz i never said anything like that. i get worried when you drive alone. so you were mis-informed". and i walked out of my room and was gone for the next 2 hours. this hurt me so bad that i started to cry. she called me a lier and basically implied that she hates being my roomate or even related to me. it could just be me but i seriously don't think i deserve that. i mean all i've said is that i think she's mad at me and it hurts my feelings. how can that be a lie, if it's me i'm talking about. so when i finally returned to my room, she had the light on and the t.v. and it's like 1am. so i get in bed, and finally at 2 i couldn't take it any more and i turned out the light, but she still had the tv on. so i got no sleep that night and i had an 8am class and had to drive home the next day. so fri morning i couldn't wake up in time for my first class, and i missed a quiz because of that. i got up around 9:30 and packed, then went to class. then after class i went and got the last thing i needed and got out of there. jamie, chelsea, jenny,and i got on the interstate about 12:50. and i'm not lying when i say i didn't get to my house until 8:20. 7 and a half hours to get me home. i think i'd have cut at least an hour off had i not needed to drop off everyone but i don't mind. the 4 of us had the greatest time on the way home and maybe tomorrow i'll tell ya'll all about it. my parents and i had a nice dinner when i got home. my doggies missed me. i was supposed to go to the doctor for my shoulder to see what's wrong with it, but it was too late. my mom's going to try to get me an appointment for monday so i can get it seen before i go back to school. today i did nothing and it felt so good. i didn't even feel like going to any parades. i had 3 different offers of people to go stand with for endymion but i just didn't want to go. so my parents and i watched it on tv instead. and it was just as good, cuz we didn't have to stand outside all freakin day. tomorrow i'm going to get together with alex for a while so we can catch up on what's been going on with each other. and i hope i'll get to see jamie and amanda on monday cuz i'm leaving around 10 on wednesday morning. ok so this has been a long update and i've got a bad case of the hiccups to get rid of before i go to sleep. i'll try to be better about the updates but it's hard, when i'm trying not to do things that piss off my cousin. well i hope everyone has a great mardi gras, and if you're in new orleans call me and we can meet up for a parade or just to hang out. love you all sooooooo much!!!!!
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