Angel with an A (ajsutter) wrote, @ 2003-06-26 11:01:00

Current mood:	contemplative
Current music:	Typical Situation, Dave Matthews

huh?
whoa. life is weird.

first off, I hate my job, this is not a secret. I started looking for new jobs today. I don't have the balls to actually quit this and go do something else, because I don't want to burn any bridges. but I really am unhappy. *bleah.*

I somehow scratched Theresa's car in the parking lot two days ago, so that adds another bill to the seemingly insurmountable heap of money I need to find. I have started applying for part-time jobs...summertime, and the living is NOT easy.

I met a new wonderful man named James, and he is soooo awesome and I love talking to him. He's my new best friend. It's good to branch out and meet new best friends. It is so weird though how you can meet people and totally hit it off with them and not even know them. I met James through Match.com and I have not yet talked to him in person, yet I feel closer to him than a lot of other people I know. Might be the three hour long conversation about everything from relationships to the YUCK in our lives to music to kids...everything.

Matt and I are sooooo much better now... we had a rough week or two but I think everything is better now. We chatted for a long time last night about a ton of things and I feel so much better. He told me point blank that if I want to see other people I need to tell him and he needs to approve them. We figure we'll take a step back if that happens, which is good because I want us to be able to be together and see other people like we were in the beginning. But it makes me feel much better to know that he understands that we're not final. And he understands that we're eventually going to want to see other people. And ironically, the fact that we talked about all that and had that big understanding makes me love him even more. :)

	bc #2 (Anonymous) 2003-07-01 16:11 (link)
	wow.......i just skimmed through it, and i still feel as connected as we did at the dave show! i fee; this way alot too........steve is my brad........dave is my matt.......and to quote rusted root: all i want is food and CREATIVE love love, me (Reply to this) (Thread)