everyones doing badly, and so am i. ughh yesterday i was DISCUSTING. i literally mustve eaten like, 345972345 calories. it was DISCUSTING. i like, ate my entire kitchen. i fucking hate it when i do things like that.
i purged up some of it..i hope it was enough, but i couldnt purge a lot because my parents were around and i was really afraid that they would hear me. it was my 2nd time purging, ever. its really a lot easier then i thought it would be..its probably because i ate so much though. how fucking discusting.
but so far today i havent eaten anything but 1 slice of orange + ive exersized at practice. but that deffinetly doesnt justify the binge yesterday, at all. im so mad at myself. UGH. soo i guess our little see who can lose as much by friday thing is off. it is for me at least, because i fucked up so bad.
i hope you ALL do better!! we can do itttt, we can. i know it.
stay strong stay stronnnnnnggg! everytime you're about to binge..do something else to keep yourself busy. dont even think about food. avoid the kitchen at all costs.
we. can..no we WILL do it.
<3 much love. x 4356
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