| Current mood: |  discontent |
i think its been awhile so i will update.. see>>>
its been a long time.. alot of things have happined..this past friday erica and i broke up..i lost so much interest in her i was bored of her and i only wanted her for sex..yea im soo stupid..i wasnt even me..but now..IM BACK..i love erica and we are happy together..so much crap happined before but we made it through..she wanted to find out what its like to have a b.f so she could compare him to me..cause she doeesnt have much experience but now thats through..she wants me and im happy..thats all the good news i guess..the bad news..my nerves and anxiety problems are sooo high..im soo nervous in the mornings and im not feeling good..im out of my ruteen..or however u spell it.my job at D.Q is great..i was supposed to have a good schedule with bonnie and jon and that went soo sour..but then in the end jon was there on the last day and it was awsome..but im so nervous and my anxiety is really weighing me down and i have a bad day at first and it gets better..but right now im doing bad in school..life is passing me bye soo fast right now..too fast..i hate it..i cant enjoy my day..im always nervous and not feeling to well.i think updating will help me.and HOW ABOUT THOSE MARLINS>>whooo hooooooo i hope they win tonight..and also tomarrow is last day of the week of school...i love it..well i should enjoy myself now tomarrow and friday before i work ..and i work saturday night..but o well..im ganna eat and go see erica at church then...i will be seeing her alot more ..well ill update later..
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