your kiss is like a loaded gun (a_guns_kiss) wrote, @ 2004-02-24 18:51:00

Current mood:	rejected
Current music:	[Watership Down-Burns Out Bright]

you and me are like one heartbeat


You and me are like oneheartbeat
So slice open my veins
And let the romance bleed away

I hate my fucking period(not that I'm on it-but it's a couple of days from now) it makes me so freaking sensitive. I finished my alg. 2 quiz and I don't know if I did well. 2nd per. was so boring, everyone was either asleep or whatever. Fuck tiredness. The question was asked if azns were easy and the biggest hoe was like "YES,YES!!" and tyler and ken pointed to me and started laughing. Ok,some hoes need to shut the fuck up. B/c out of all the races, azns are the hardest to get some from. We're not easy, trust me.

So laura has been absent for the past 2 days, I wonder what's up. Hope she's alright.I spilled all my cheetoos on the floor and almost got away from it. Until this teacher told me to go clean it up and when I went back the AP was already cleaning it up. At least I told the truth. We had a really bitchy sub for spanish, someone asked what college she want to and she goes "the first...or second?!" Haha,stupidness. I gave my friend a note I wrote to my babie.I wrote that I had to talk to him and that it's important. I wanna straighten things out before I jump to regretful decisions.

I'm fucking up in Honors Eng II, I'm getting all these low grades. Actually I only got one B and that was an 81, sucksss though. Lol, Randy could see my thong and he kept on feeling on me. And I fell on my back b/c I tried to grab him and him and sammy were talking about what would happen if I were drunk.Lmao. Randy imitated what I would do.

I saw my babie in the halls, we hugged. I dunno if he got my note, I hope he did. My mom said she saw him get in a car with a guy and 2 girls, some smoking. I hope there's nothing going on. I hope nothing bad happens to "us." I called and left a message. First time in a while for me. See? I do care. I think I'm getting sick, more attention? I'm so sick(not literally-well not right now) I don't wanna lose him...I want to work things out.