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here i am yet again at a standstill
Basic:
What time is it now: 1:39 pm Your Name: Kim Your Nickname: Kim Your Online Name: hxpelessR0MANTIC Your sex: Female Your Age: 15 Your Sign: leo Your height: 5'7 Your weight: 1-- Hair color: brown with highlights Eye color: brown Hair length: long Do you wear glasses: yes Are your teeth straight: not on the bottom Do you have freckles: no Do you have a fake tooth: no Do you have a fake eye: no Do you draw fake moles on yourself: no Your religion: luthren Highest level of school: 10th grade Do you work: yes How do you dress: jeans, t-shirt, shoes&socks, underwear&bra Do you smoke: occasionally Do you drink: occasionally Do you do drugs: no Do you have friends: yes Do you have online friends: yes Do you like your friends: yes Do you like your online friends: yes Got any kids? NO Got any pets? a dog Got a car? no Live on your own? i wish Live with your 'rents? yea
Favorites:
Type of music: emo, emo-core, hardcore, some metal Actor: idk Actress: dont have one Movie: Clerks, Mallrats, finding nemo, jay and silent bob strike back... Soda: diet pepsi, vanilla coke Food: pizza, ice cream, pilsbury choclate chunk cookies Sexual Position: haha any karma suitra position baby ; ) Car: mitsibishi eclipse Hobby: listening to music, chilling with mah homies Sport: used to play basketball Musician: hmmm too many Artist: ? Author: Stephen Chobsoky... Anime: none Song: a lot Color: black, gray TV Show: boymeetsworld Brand of beer: um...molson Brand of liquor: Mike's Brand of smokes: now newports Brand of drug: -- Brand of clothes: dont have one Record Lable: vagrant, drive-thru, eulogy, jump-back... Brand of glue: elmers...since kind-a-garten bebeh Online test: this?? Online chat thing: aim Shape: wtf Texture: ? Game: games frustrate me Place: down port Year: 1998 Holiday: christmas Quote: "hey baby ever got your asshole licked by a fat-man in an overcoat?" Animal: fishie Sound: music Book: a few Drink: soda
Sex:
Virgin: yes Butthole virgin?: oh man, yes mouth a virgin: ... Kinky turns you on: ah no More than 15 partners: no Have sex with music on: virgin Had group sex: no Had a threesome: no Had cyber sex: no Had cyber anal sex: wow, no Had sex with inanimate objects: hahah no Had sex with an animal: no What turns you on: you bebeh ; ) What turns you off: is Oral sex is good: -- Do you like sex: havent had it
Lies:
Have you lied: yea Do you lie: notnow Do you lie often: no Do you lie to save your own ass: depends Do you lie to save someone else ass: yes Would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your lover: no Would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your enemy: maybe... Would you tell a lie that let you keep your job but fired your friend: no Would you tell a lie that let you keep your job but fired "that bitch you work with": yes Have you lied to gain money: no Would you lie to gain money: no Do you enjoy lying to strangers: hey never talk to strangers Have you ever enjoyed lying to a stranger: no Do you lie to bums that ask for spare change, saying you have none: yes Would you dare to lie in the face of evil: sure Would you dare to lie in the face of your mother: um... Would you dare to lie in the face of your God: yes Would you lie to get laid: haha sure Have you lied to get laid: no Would you lie to get a job: depends what kind of job it is Have you lied to get a job: no Would you lie to get a date: no Have you lied to get a date: no Are lies really that harmless: sometimes Do you lie on online surveys to make yourself seem super cool: no Do you lie online: no If lying is sinful.. are you going to hell: not really
Love life:
Are you single: yes Are you with someone: no Are you married: no Are you divorced: no Are you "Separated": no Are you "on break": um...idk at this point Ever been in love: yes How many times: 1 Looking back do you regret it: no Do you date people you meet online: no Do you date people you meet at bars: no Do you date people: yes Do you "net date": no Are you happy with your current status, why: no, because im confused Do you have a crush on someone close to you: yes Are you still holding on to the past: no Do you agree that Jet Li is a good husband for Shajuana: sure
The following apply to you? Y/N
Witty: sometimes Charming: no Quiet: when im in a bad mood Loud: yes Pretty: no Radical: no Sucky: yes, idk Smart: when i wanna be Stupid: yes Dumbass: yes Ugly: YES Slow: YES Fast: NO Talented: in which way ; ) Useless: yes Punk: no Young: yes Old: no Past your prime: no You're just reaching your prime: no? Dashing: no Daring: occasionally Dainty: no Powerful: not really Athletic: no Artistic: eh no Superhuman: no Sexy: NO
The following are Good/Bad
Sex: good? Love: Good Happiness: Good. Rap: bad Pain: bad Pop music: extremely bad Anime: bad TV: good Country: bad Metal: good Nu-Metal: -- Death Metal: -- Industrial: -- Punk Rock: good? Easy Listening: bad. Korn: bad Murderous Rampages: -- Sega: used to be good Nintendo: Good! Play Station: good Game Boy: eh Chinese Food: good Italian Food: good Japanese Food: never tried Mexican Food: Good. Online Quizzes: eh Online Surveys: eh
What...? Whats your deep dark secret: -- Whats your biggest fear: dieing alone Whats your greatest sexual experience: never had one Whats your best date ever: i never really had real date Whats your worst date ever: " " What is the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you: idk Would you make a good candidate for Jerry Springer: haha yea Anime isn't that bad is it?: idk what the fuck it is You agree that DVD is much better than VHS right? sure
Politics:
Do you hate America: Do you hate terrorism: Do you think America shouldn't be involved in the Mid East why: Do you hate western culture: Do you like America: Do you like Americans: Did you vote for Bush: Do you think Bush is doing a good job: Are you Canadian, you fuck: Do you believe your country is doing okay or would you change things: Are you conservative or liberal? Do you think immigration in America is out of hand? Do you think that group of black people suing some southern company for profiting on slavery in the 1800's has a good claim? Or do you think if they actually win, that every Native American should sue England, France and Spain for invading them, and profiting off them?
Religion:
Are you religious? No Do you believe in a higher being: no Is every religion wrong except your own? no Do you believe that any religion is lower than your own, or is wrong? no Is your God the only god? Are you going to heaven? idk Are you going to hell? idk
Money:
Do you like it? yes Do you have any? yes Do you make a lot of it? eh good amount Do you get your money through illegal ways? no Do you pay taxes? no Do you think you shouldn't have to? yes
Finally: Who did you get this survey from? a person What time is it? 2:23
what time did you go to sleep last night?: 1 am what was the last noise you heard before you fell asleep?: the tvt the last thing you said?: goodnight what did you dream about?: cant remember do you drool or snore when you sleep?: grind my teeth when did you wake up?: 10..something how did you wake up?: phone rang what's the first thing that crossed your mind when you woke up?: i want to go back to sleep when was the last time you took a shower?: yesterday when was the last time you said i love you to the opposite sex and meant it, family doesn't count: thursday who was it?: pat where was the last place you went outside of your house?: down port who was the last friend you saw?: jay who was the last friend you talked to?: nick who's the one person you would die without?: tin what's your favorite song?: as of right now um...haha baby boy nah j/k idk favorite lyric?: too many favorite group?: thrice, atreyu, the used, fall out boy, from autumn to ashes, coheed and cambria...etc favorite album?: rivulets "debridement" afi "sing the sorrow" how many times have you been in love?: 1 are you in love anyone right now?: yes do they love you back?: no if you could kill one person, who would it be?: hmmm idk how many pillows are on your bed?: 4 what color is the bottle of shampoo you use, and what kind is it?: white, dove what color is the soap you use and kind?: blue, adidas what color is your razor?: pink what kind of deoderant do you use?: axe and adidas what kind of cologne/perfume do you wear?: cool water, ralph lauren and axe do you use lotion?: yes how long are your nails right now?: pssh really short how old is the computer you're on?: a year who was the last person to annoy you?: eric who was the last person you seriously kissed?: pat the last person you danced with?: idk do you believe in God?: no how long are the showers you take?: 10-15min how many showers do you take a week?: everyday so 7 do you love your parents?: sometimes do you love your siblings?: when they dont beat the shit out of me what's the worst thing that ever happened to you?: my mom dieing when's the last time you cried?: couple of monthes ago why?: pat the last time you wished you were dead?: now the last time you felt important?: never the last time you felt sad because someone close to you was hurting?: couple days ago the last time you screamed?: yesterday have you ever physically hurt yourself?: yes how smart are you?: pretty smart what person are you extremely attracted to, and not just because of looks?: .....cough pat cough do you like being outside?: sometimes what one person do you know you could always turn to?: tin&eric who do you look up to?: tin who's the last person that made you cry?: ... is emotional pain or physical pain worse?: emotional where do you want to live?: france how many scars are on your body?: a lot how many people do you love?: a lot im a whore who's your best friend?: tin&eric who do you turn to for advice?: tin if you could bring back one person from the dead, who would it be?: mah mom on a scale of 1-10, how happy are you?: 2 on a scale of 1-10, how depressed are you?: 0 what color are the sheets on your bed?: green how many cds do you own?: over 80 what are 3cds you wish to own?: dropkick, everytime i die, beyonce---hahaha j/k what is your greatest regret?: dont have any when was the last time you were sick?: now are you hurting anywhere right now?: yea who do you wish was near you that isn't?: at this moment? tin what do you wish you were doing right now?: sleeping when was the last time you had a nightmare?: saturday are you talking to anyone right now?: eric, katie, jay what are you talking about?: having anal sex who's the last person you were on the phone with?: nick are you pale?: not really, im supposedly fuckingYELLOW when was the last time you brushed your hair?: yesterday, its up now how much do you weigh? 1-- have you ever wanted plastic surgery?: yea how many screen names do you have?: 2 which one do you use the most? hxpelessR0MANTIC
wow that was really motherfucking long.
well this is one of my numerous journals, i keep making new ones for no reason, someone is going to eventually find this and comment. because they always do. but i dont really give a shit right now. i know im going to miss him, hes just been i guess a part of my life for so long that im going to miss him, and my so called friends are pushing me to go out with new people someone i dont know, a random person that i havent had interactions with and then other friends are fighting over who gets me now. this time i feel differently like everything will work out in the end, maybe he did just need to see what it was like to be with someone else or a break, i can be over-bearing at times, and i dont know it...but at this time im still not over him, and i still love him very much no matter what anyone decides to tell me about the things that hes done and stuff, i love him.
k_m
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Brand of beer: um...molson Brand of liquor: Mike's Brand of smokes: now newports Brand of drug: --
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