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.::kelsi::. (_paint_me_blue) wrote,
@ 2004-03-13 20:05:00
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    Current mood: worried

    Sissly is the only person that knows about it. I just promised her that I wouldn't do it anymore.........................................................

    I don't know if I can stop.

    I'm so sorry. I really am. I don't like doing it. I just can't stop though. I want to stop so bad. Either I have to stop, or I have to hide it better. So many people have seen it... Maryann Cooley was like "what happened" and I couldn't answer her. I had to think up some lame excuse and I couldn't, she just walked away. Now that I think about it, Lane may have seen it last weekend. I was running around in tank tops all day, so obviously it was showing. That set was just scars by that time though. Everytime I reach to get something out of my locker, Sissly just stares... it hurts to see people look at it. I know what they're thinking...

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2004-03-13 21:22 (link)
Hey, cutting isn't the way to go, trust me, I went throught that all last year. If you want add me to your friends list


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2004-03-13 21:23 (link)
I came accrossed your journal...and wow...I have so much in common. When I was 14/15 years old, I was so depressed with life that I used to cut my arms, and carve names into them..I never knew how to stop because I was so depressed that I felt when I hurt myself physically, it would take away my emotional pain, and how that worked, but it only works for so long.

I can't remember excally how I stopped doing it...I think I finally ended up getting rid of some of the bad people I hung around with, started getting more involved in life, and then I guess one day I just stopped...when I look at my arms now they're full of scars and names that will forever be imbeded in my body...I regret it so much. If you need someone to talk...I'm here and I know what you're going through. I also have an lj if you want to talk on there...or msn..if you need to talk. ....


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2004-03-13 21:57 (link)
Yeah, I can relate too, I used to be depressed too, and my parents yelled at me cuz of it, so of course it got worse. And when I cut myself, I did it like 50 times, so my wrist would jsut be blood. So yeah, if you wanna talk..

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2004-03-14 11:53 (link)
Being depressed is horrible

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