XpRe DiCt AbLeX (_myximmortal_) wrote, @ 2003-10-15 21:15:00

Current mood:	confused
Current music:	TLC ~ Unpretty

Oooh, I wrote like, the best song I've ever written tonight! It's so amazing for something I've written myself, lol, I'm so proud. I heard something tonight I'm slightly confused about. Ya see, Bruce told me he liked Jessica now, but he told Rozi, who happens to be one of his best mates, that he doesn't even fancy her. He wouldn't lie to Rozi, I'm sure he wouldn't. But why would he tell us different things? I have so many thoughts on this.
-Maybe he's trying to make it look like he's moved on.
-Maybe he's trying to show he's not hurt.
-Maybe he does like her but isn't sure.
-Maybe he's not over me but he wants to be.
I don't know, whatever. I'm not going to know until I ask him, I guess...
It's just, I saw him twice today, and both times, he looked at me, and I've seen the look somewhere before, that smile, that look in his eyes, it's a guilty look, like he knows he's done wrong and he's ashamed. It's confusing. Maybe he doesn't like Jessica and things are going to look up more... I wish...
Buh bye for now. x x x x