_lostxsanctuary (_lostxsanctuary) wrote, @ 2003-06-30 17:59:00

Current mood:	aggravated
Current music:	J Lo - the one (version 2)

I can be anything you need...
s0o lets see...my party was great - i could not complain..i got tonz of money and some jewelery- necklace, ring, earrings - rob thank you s0o much for the sapphire earings..they're beautiful :) all of it was beautiful. awesome weather..not humid or anything. towards the night my sisters boyfriend gave us alcohol which was awesome..just me brian joanna grace and tyhlor sitting on my front lawn drinking..what a night. so brian and joanna slept over..i couldnt believe my mom let brian sleep over...weird but awesome. the fag woke my up at 730 cuz he couldnt sleep..i was ready to kill him..just wouldnt leave me alone for two hours..it wasnt so funny then but now when i think about him bothering me and annoying the hell outa me..it was hilarious. s0o we hung out during the day..helped clean up the backyard...ate lunch outside..went on the tramp and in the pool..ate some more had soda floats and watched gold member ON TV - NOT DVD rob lol...so then he left...what a weekend.

i think im going to the beach tomorrow with brians mom in west hampton. hmm things just got alittle weird between me and brian..i told him that i dont think we should "do anything" unless we were dating or something cuz it just doesnt feel rite...and having sex all the time isnt "so special" i dunno i was just saying things and he got all upset..so when we got off the phone he didnt say i love you or anything cuz he said that when i say it its not special cuz i dont love him or something....i dunno g-a-y..whatever its confusing and i dont care anymore. its like being on an emotional rollercoaster ride with him...and i hate it. theres only so much i can take from him. i just dont know what i want anymore.

s0o im off to do whatever..im in the mood for another soda float..ohh yeahhh theres nothing like being fat :|


Happy 17th Birthday Tiffany! :)

	rob44 2003-07-01 06:31 (link)
	you have to once again comfort me about baby town cause im losing sleep over it (Reply to this) (Thread)

	rob44 2003-07-01 06:33 (link)
	what are u talking about you dont know what you want? ME BABY ME! lol but really im getting really worried about babies, very very scared (Reply to this) (Thread)

	rob44 2003-07-01 06:55 (link)
	im reqally still worried jyss you really have to comfort me or something im really scared, and i knwo who you want me baby bme, really somehow gotta make sure, somehow (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2003-07-01 11:13 (link)
	are any of my messages showing (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_lostxsanctuary 2003-07-01 23:19 (link)
	lol rob all your freaken messages are showing up...and dont worry cuz ITS here...and its normal..so CHILL OUT lol :) i know my body pretty well by now...everything will be okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rob44 2003-07-02 23:18 (link)
	love you bebe (Reply to this) (Thread)

	rob44 2003-07-04 10:29 (link)
	i have friended you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)