Today has been one of those days where I wish I just didn't wake up..I wish I had stayed curled up with Lance and just slept in his arms until today was over. But yeah...I know thats not possible. Face reality. No matter how much it sucks sometimes..
My appointment today went as bad as it could have gone. Well, maybe not as bad. I still have hope, and that's all you need, right?
Lance, I love you more than anything, baby. Together we could take on the world. You mean everything to me, thank you for helping me through this. No matter what you say, to me, you are my angel.
Baby girl, you're such a sweetheart and I'm so lucky to have you in my life. I honestly don't know what I'd do without you. Love you too.
Chris. Well, you're just insane :smirks softly: Love you man. You supply me with the best pot. :winks: You and Willa are great friends, thanks for everything.
Justin, focus on what you have. You're getting married in a few days to the love of your life. Don't let the press ruin it for you.
Lyssa. Well..someone wants to say hello. :fat kid tackles her and humps her leg:
Okay, I'm going to bed. But first, you can read this lovely little survey I took the time to fill out.
Name: Josh
:backwards: hsoJ
:Does your name mean anything?: Yeah..but I forget what
:Were you named after anyone?: nah uh
:Nickname(s): Sleepy, C, JC, Chasex, Kitty,Baby boy, Jebus :kicks Chris:, and um..oh, dork.
:Screenname(s): SleepyCChasez
:Date of birth: Aug. 8th
:Place of birth: Bowie, Maryland
:Current location: Orlando
:Hair color: brown
:Eye color: Blue
:Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?: I go both ways
:How old are you mentally?: depends..when I'm horny, 17. When I'm in mr. serious mode 40, when I'm in dork mode..um..i think I'm considered mentally dead.
:Describe yourself in 5 words: Sexy, loving, spazzy, oblivious, Lance's
:What are your worst qualities: I get overprotective of those I love..to the point I either annoy them or push them away.
:What are your best qualities: :sighs: my hair...
Do You Have.
:A disease: ...yes.
:A pager: Yep
:A personal phone number: pho..phone number? Whats that?
:A leather jacket with studs on it?: :smiles proudly: 3. Makes me look tough
:A heroin needle: ew..needle
:A pool or hot tub: mm..of course. I have an outdoor and indoor pool..and a hottub.
:A Car: I'm too poor to afford a car. Thats for all you rich people
Describe Your...
:Personality: I'm shy mostly and kinda try to hide it I guess. I'm pretty much easygoing, only get angry over things major.
:Relationship with your parent(s): We're pretty close. After they accepted who and what I was, we've become closer.
Do You...
:Believe in yourself?: Not really.
:Believe in love at first sight?: I dont have to believe in it because I know it's real. Lance is proof of that
:Consider yourself a good listener: I try to be
:Consider yourself a good friend: again..I try to be
:Get along with your parents: mhmm
:Save your e-mail or conversations: some yes
:Pray: yes
:Believe in reincarnation: no
:Like to make fun of people: Only Chris. And sometimes Justin.
:Like to talk on the phone: yes..even thought most of the time I forget I'm on the phone and nod or shake my head till the person is all "hello?" :sighs: I'm special like that.
:Like to drive: Yep. I like to drive so long as it keep Chris away from the wheel.
:Get motion sickness: yeah
:Eat chicken fingers with a fork: blech
:Dream in color: ..doesnt..everyone? :looks around:
:Type with your fingers: I type with my tongue. er..
:Sleep with a stuffed animal: Nope. I sleep with something much much better...his name is Lance
What Was/Is (or Are)...
:Right next to you: glass of water
:your room: what?
:On your mouse pad: Mickey Mouse...
:Your dream car: A hummer..I wanna roll over other cars in it
:Your dream date: Anything that involves Lance and moonlight
:Your dream honeymoon?: :smiles: I already had it..Lance, beach, alone. It was the best week of my life.
:Your dream husband/wife: Lance
:Your bedtime: After I'm done making love to Lance..for the 4th or 5th time :winks:
:Under your bed: DUST BUNNIES!!!!!!!
:The single most important question: i dunno?
:Your bad time of the day: morning...they are..evil. I mean, come on. It's like..morning :shudders: blah.
:Your worst fear(s): Losing Lance..
:The time?: 2:15 am
:The date?: 7/21
::Craziest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): um..i dont..know..
:The worst feeling in the world?: lonliness
:The best feeling in the world?: Being loved
Favorite...
:Number: 5
:Color: black cause it's sexy, Green but only the shade of Lance's eyes..absolutely beautiful, and of course..PINK
:Day: Everyday I get to spend with Lance is a good day
:Month: April
:Song: too many to list
:Food: blech..dslfkj
:Band: NSync, dur.
:Season: spring
:Drink: Water..or iced tea
:Animal: cat
:Flower: pansies
:State: Mississippi
Love + Relationships...
:Do you have a bf/gf?: No..but I do have the most amazing husband
:Do you have a crush?: Lance
:How long have you liked him/her?: god..years now. First time I saw him..all shy and cute like..mm
:Why do you like this person?: He means everything to me..every little bit about him I love. Except his damn palm pilot :smirks some:
:Who was your first love?: Lance
Have You Ever...
:Drank?: Many times
:Smoked?: cigarrettes? No...Pot? Probably more than I should. I should quit..bad for my voice
:Had sex?: Sex? :blush: n-no...of course not. Sex is bad. I'm a good little virgin
:Wanted to die?: ..yes..and now I wish I could take that back.
Etc...
:Do you write in cursive or print?: print..but it's loopy
:What piercings do you have?: ew..no
:Do you drive?: yep
:Do you have glasses or braces?: glasses for when I read...but I basically use them for the sexyness.
Self-Evaluation...
:What do you most like about your body?: bah..my hair.
:How many fillings do you have?: none
:Do you think you're good looking?: Not really. I think I'm pretty ugly actually.
:Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: yeah..
:Do you look like any celebrities?: I look like that guy in that one boy band that looks like a singing chipmunk
:Fashion...
:Do you wear a watch?: sometimes
:How many coats and jackets do you own?: dear god..I have no idea. Many.
:Most expensive item of clothing?: hm..the one black silk shirt with the diamond studded butterfly on it
:What kind of shoes do you wear?: flipflops! Have to show off the toerings
:How long does it take you get ready in the mornings: an hour and a half usually
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