State Of Grace (_fuckedupkid) wrote, @ 2004-02-04 21:22:00

Current mood:	blank
Current music:	Alive Out of Habit.

Pointless entry.
Okay. So here's a survery thing for now.

What does your name mean? I don't remember.
How old are you? 18
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? haha I don't know, 14?
Describe yourself in 5 words: I'm too lazy for this question.
What are your worst qualities: Hmm, I do everything so contumaciously.
What are your best qualities: I can spell really good? lol and I help people a lot.
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning: About a half an hour.
~SLEEP~
Do you dream at night? Sometimes
Do you remember your dreams? Some of them
Describe one. Um, I'm too lazy for this one too.
What time do you go to bed usually? normally 10:30 but I've been going to sleep at 12:30 the last few days
What time do you wake up normally? 4:30 - 5:00
What time do you wake on weekends? Around eight
Do youfind waking late nice or annoying? Both.
do you sleep with one pillow or two? two

~SCHOOL~
Do you like school? Sometimes.
Why/why not? Without it I would have somewhere in the general vicinity of 3 friends.
Whats ur fave subject? I'd say human anatomy because it's really easy.
Most hated subject? Math and Economics
Do you have a fave teacher? Mr. fasier
Ever had a crush ona teacher? Nope.
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? Both.

~FRIENDS~
Do you have heaps of friends? technically yes I guess you could say so.
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? It's pretty equal
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? not really, I'm a pretty mellow person and I don't pay attention to them when they get that way.
Have you ever lied to a friend? Lying gets people absolutely nowhere.
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope.

~FAMILY~
Do you like your parents? He doesn't like me.
Ever run away from home? Thought about it.
Ever thought about it? Like I said.
Do you have any siblings? Sure do.
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? We all get along fairly well except for my brother that lives with my dad.
How old are they? 21, 25 I believe .. and my sister and I are twins so we are both 18.
If not, do you mind being an only child?
Do you feel your parents spoil you? Not at all.
Do you not get along with any of your family? my father and I just clash.
Do you have big family get togethers ever? All the time.

~RELATIONSHIPS~
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? sure do.
If so, are you in love with them? Yes.
Do they love you? I believe so =]
How long have you been together? six months on sunday.
Most romantic thing they've ever done for you? just stuck with me.
Do you have a crush? It's really not a crush?
If so, are you in love? with Shannon.
Do they know you like them? I hope so, lol.
Is it serious or playful? Both =D
How long have you liked them? Awhile now
Ever done something stupid to impress them? I try not to but I still get all weird every once and awhile.
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? nope.
Do u find it romantic or hurtful? both I guess?
Even know what it is? I think.


~Sex~
Ever had sex? yes, big mistake. Completely wrong person.
believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage? Whatever they want.
Believe in casual sex? Sure why not? =x
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? I didn't pan it.
Did you regret it? Hell yes.

~Religion~
Do you have a religion? yes
Do you practice it i.e go to church? yeah.
Do you believe in God? Sure do
Jesus? Yes
Satan? I suppose
Heaven? Yes
Hell? Yes
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you? I don't really know to be honest.
Does death scare you? Not so much anymore.

~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk? Yeah, referring up to the questions about sex.
taken drugs? not intentionally, but I was drugged at a Halloween party because some jack asses put angel dust in the soda.
stolen? Nope.
shoplifted? Isn't that the same thing?
tried to commit suicide? I've thought about it lately. But no.
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? Nope.
gotten into a fight? yes
are you more innocent or guilty? It depends?
Would you date a drug addict? No way
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? My father is a herion junkie.
Are you racist? Hell no.
Are you discriminatory to anyone? I tend not to be.
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? From time to time about stupid things.
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? I'm always open for other peoples feelings & beliefs.

~Media~
Do you watch tons of tv? nope I'm always busy.
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? Twice.
Do you listen to the radio often? My step dad is a radio host. But no I don't, most of the time. Because the radio stations suck here.
Do you read the newspaper? rarely.
Do you read magazines? occasionally
Are you a couch potato? Not so much
Do you use the internet too much? I don't believe so.
~Music~
Whats your fave style of music? rock,indie,a tidge of punk, and emo.
Do you play an instrument? Drums & I sort of can play the guitar
Do you sing? When I'm bored
Whats your fave band? Ahh, dashboard, Lostprophets & The Anniversary. You can't say you're emo unless you listen to The Anniversary.
Why? Because they are all great bands.
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year. The lostphophets, A static lullaby, and buffalo's own Every Time I die.
Why did you buy them? Because they are great bands.

~Sport~
Whats your fave sport? I don't like sports
Whats your fave sport to watch? football, If I had to choose.
Do you have a fave team?: Not really.
Do you play sports?: Sometimes
ever won anything for sport? I believe.
~perosnality~
Are you funny or serious? whichever is appropriate at the time
Creative or not? creative I guess. Nothing too crazy or anything though.
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? Both I'd say.
Are you outgoing or shy? Shy.
Are you lazy or active? over active.
Have you ever been hyperactive? sometimes.
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? Not so much

~Looks~
Are you happy with the way you look? Sure
What would you change? I'm not sure
Do you wear makeup regularly? You know it, the gay men have gotten to me. Hmm, no I don't.
Do you have a large wardrobe? Sort of.
~Money~
Do you have a job? yes I do
Do you like it? Yes
Are you a saver or a spender? Both.
Do you work hard or slack off? I work too hard.
Have you ever been fired? Haha, yes.
In trouble at work? I hope not.
Made a major mistake? I'm sure
Ever had money stolen from you? Sure have, from my dad.
Are you always broke? Not so much.

Well today's been a really horrible day for so many reasons, and I just don't really want to deal with anything anymore. I saw Tim's aunt today, just when I thought I was starting to be okay from it all, there she was. She gave me one of the funeral cards from the funeral, and it's on my wall now. I'm gunna type it later because I don't want to right now because my finger is broken. Bye guys.

__em0kid 2004-02-04 21:58 (link)

ughhh eff. we're on the phone right now.. lmao talking about your girlfriend! well we were until you DROPPED THE EFFIN PHONE ! lmao. okay well i think you should go read my entry like i told you to because i talked about you and your girlfriend and i put what you said in there cuz it was just awwww pretty. lmao okay. oh my gosh its my boyfriend <3. sorry. so ugh tims aunt she makes me feel really bad but sorry you had to see her its like she had to remind everyone everytime they see her. eff it's really stupid. wait you don't have aol do you? you have to read my profile rob! because i put a quote thing that i know you know from tim in there and stuff and it's hot so if you get a chance you know my screen name( girl gone em0) look at it! hehehe well i'll see you tomorrow at school i hope you're feeling better tomorrow and not all sad like you were today in school ! dorkheaD* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	pe0ple_suck 2004-02-08 13:30 (link)
	HAPPY SIX MONTHS MUM AND PAPI<33333 eee you guys are so awesome and im glad you are still together. i dunno if i could handle not having a papi around all the time. but ily both so much and mum better read this because its for her too. ily<333 later ~amanda (Reply to this) (Thread)

_fuckedupkid 2004-02-08 22:19 (link)

Hey thank you so much for the comment. I'm glad we're still together too. it would suck a lot if I didn't have ya'll around. Thanks for talking to me tonight you & your other sibling made me feel a lot better than I did when I signed on & I really appreciate that. So thank you both. Seriously, between you trying to help me with the covering my ass situation and your sister talking about hiding a hard on when you're dressed like minnie pearl .. I dunno, you guys are great though. love you kids (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stars_n_skulls 2004-02-09 00:07 (link)
	PAPI IT WAS A SONG A LAP DANCE IS SO MUCH BETTER WHEN THE STRIPPER IS CRYENNN lmao happy 6month im glad you and mum are together your the best parents ever.! and when i say something mean it dont mean nothin, cause manda takes over my body. okey dokey ily <3 -child numba 1 (Reply to this) (Thread)