*_CaThArSiS_* (_controversial) wrote, @ 2003-12-09 10:46:00

Current mood:	sick
Current music:	x. marching parade .x the storming friday

cough cough SNEEZE cough
i am sick.
wah.
i was up for 3 hours last night cause my freakin sinus headache didnt want to go away.
i hate it when other people are angry or sad, especially those that i truly care about
because then it rubs off on me and it makes me sad/"depressed."
like mr b.
and my beloved josephstreet.
gar.
well anyways, i am looking forward to an absolutely nothing-filled day. and no one reads this anyway.
livejournal sucks.
im smarter than the average bear,
and yesterday was the weirdest day i have had in a while.
watching dawsons creek, i hope my mom will bring home a cheeseburger
we get upstairs carpet installed today
damn writers block.
i send in my SCGSAH app. soon, keep me in your prayer-like meditations
religion has losto all meaning to me,
christianity is just too hard to believe anymore
maybe one day i will go back to it
but i feel so lost now, religion wise.
i just dont know anymore.
anyone have any consolation?

i do what i can,
briana

hey and things of the same matter slavejoseph 2003-12-09 16:14 (link)

hey pudgemuffin i hope you feel better i tried to call you at lunch today but if it had to go wrong it did i am sorry i wish i could be there for you and i agree with you on the christianity stuff i was trying to say that last night but the parental units had to disconnect the phone and i dont have a phone anymore they canceled the service so i can talk to you via e mail im and the blurty unless i can get a hold of the cell phone gar but yeah i hope you feel better i have to go now i gotta be lectured on how to be a christian that im not and how to be a more verbal person around my family I LOVE YOU PUDGEMUFFIN josephstreet do what you can (Reply to this) (Thread)