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| Current music: | i wanna be bad |
miss me!
wow -» already another year has passed! i have alot of good memories from this year, as well as alotta bad ones :(... lol but anyway...so much for the first day of the year... 2day was terrible!
i woke up showered but didnt bother 2 get ready assuming that i wasnt doing anything.... so its like 2:30 when my mom tells me 2 get in the car... ive never gotten ready so fast in my lifee...lol! turns out we were drivin up 2 fishkill to look for houses.. (if it isnt obvious..im moving somewhere up there =[ )..
the car ride was hell... 3 hours just driving with my brothers nd sister, and both parents.. we were just driving up in fishkill nd woppengers for hours..and turns out we didnt look at much.. what a waste!!
grr i really dnt wanna move... while everyone else is excited, im almost to the point of bein depressed!!! i mean i dont like changes, at all... and i hate starting over!! its like im gonna hav a whole new life up there.. imma have 2 make friends, meet people, get used to a whole other highschool, its everything!! i mean ive always seen big beautiful houses and thought "wow i wish i lived in one of them".. but now that i am gettin one of those big beautiful houses.. i dont even care anymore!! id rather live in my little house, on my little street, in the little town of buchanan! its all i kno, and all i planned on knowing!! i didnt plan on moving till i got married or was old enough to get an apartment!! well i guess i better get used to it...cuz i have a feeling that i wont be here much longer...
im gonna miss everything, nd everyonee! i mean sure everyone says "we`ll keep in touch".. but it never happens.. ive moved before and still havent heard from old friends! lol but wut can ya do???
i heard dad talkin on the phone bout an archetect 2day... so i guess thers ::hope::.. small chance but its better that way.. i really hate everything bout this..someone shoot me!
xO.amanda.Ox
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