Avril Lavigne (_avril__) wrote, @ 2003-03-16 20:23:00

Current mood:	crushed
Current music:	Great Romances of the 20th Century - Taking Back Sunday

So Evan's hiding out or whatever, which is really upsetting. I mean I know I've been an idiot lately, so don't start in on me about that because I really am not interested in it at all. I've beaten myself up over it plenty lately, believe me. I think I did the job for about ten armies in fact.

The point is, I don't blame him one tiny bit if he doesn't want this relationship anymore. If he runs away with RuPaul and makes a trillion babies I can't blame him, even though I really hope he doesn't do that, okay I'm sorry but I have mental images now and they need to go far far far away from me NOW kthxbye

So I guess all I can do is sit around and wait to see what he decides. I'll be okay either way, because he'll always be my best friend, and I want him to be happy, which is exactly the opposite of what I've been making him feel lately.

Kay, I'm done with my emoish post. I'm back, who missed me?

sm_gellar_ 2003-03-16 21:42 (link)

Emo. I've been emo lately. So don't feel bad. And I've missed you like l-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------l that much. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_avril__ 2003-03-16 21:44 (link)
	i missed you twice that, but it looks like a penis so i won't do it again. i don't think my journal can handle that much sex okay (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	b_chelle 2003-03-16 21:42 (link)
	I did... Oh and girl... I have to tell you... *coughs* I am so glad you are back because a certain someone is always up on Evan and whenever I see it I am like "hm Avril like's to kick people's asses... she is Evan's girlfriend you know... hehe *evil look*" it is great fun. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_avril__ 2003-03-16 21:45 (link)
	yeah, well it's not like i've been around, so she probably had a reason to be all up in that shit. it's pretty much up to him now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	b_chelle 2003-03-16 21:51 (link)
	Eh he wasn't all up on her though. Thank God. I would've thrown up. She is too... girly model ish. *dies* oy... shampoo is good... JK <33333333333 your layout. Skirt. OMG YOU ARE SO HOT I WANT TO DO YOU NOW (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_avril__ 2003-03-16 21:54 (link)
	who's this now? i know, shutup you think it's hot <3 :laughs: I KNOW OH MY GOD AND YOUR GREEN ICON OH MAN (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	b_chelle 2003-03-16 21:57 (link)
	Her name is a city... *laughes* Oh so hot... TOO SEXY EW I NEED NEW ICONS. And a new layout. I have had this one forever. I want a cool one (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_avril__ 2003-03-16 21:58 (link)
	oh, her. her face gets on my nerves. sorry :x if i could find pretty pictures in a bigger version or something i'd make you one :-* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	b_chelle 2003-03-16 22:07 (link)
	Me too. And I'm NOT sorry! HA We all know there are NO pretty pictures of me. The end. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_avril__ 2003-03-16 22:16 (link)
	sorry, what is this? this? And come on don't hate on the tie in this and this, and what the hell you're a pimp? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	b_chelle 2003-03-16 22:23 (link)
	eeee Then there are your pictures. I like the first one a lot... *nods* I found them all just for you.. haha (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_avril__ 2003-03-16 22:30 (link)
	i am lost but thanks i think? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

halo_ginger_r 2003-03-17 00:00 (link)

a beautiful girl can make you feel dizzy like you been drinking jack and coke all morning, for the greatest comodity know to man, promise, promise of a better day, promise of a greater hope, promise of a new tomorrow, she can take you in awe can found in the gate of a beatiful girl, in her smile, in her soul and how she makes every rotton thing about life seem like its going to be okay I love that song. I hope things with you and Evan work out. If you need to talk or anything....well, I know how you feel. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_avril__ 2003-03-18 14:22 (link)
	thanks (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: halo_ginger_r 2003-03-18 16:42 (link)
	Your welcome. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bif_naked 2003-03-17 08:43 (link)
	I missed you. Hope everything works out with Evan. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_avril__ 2003-03-18 14:23 (link)
	it will, in one way or another. he'll always be in my life somehow. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	einziger_mike 2003-03-17 10:47 (link)
	BACON (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_avril__ 2003-03-18 14:24 (link)
	BEANS >:O WHERE IS MY ICON (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	einziger_mike 2003-03-18 17:54 (link)
	RIGHT HERE (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)