amy lee (_amylee) wrote, @ 2003-08-29 17:00:00

God, I don't know what to think anymore.

Ashton said that I'm half the reason he decided to go and slice himself. I wish that could be explained because I never did anything to him. I snapped off on him last night, I really shouldnt have. I'm a bitch I know. Things are just all climbing on my back at once now.. nothing can ever even itself out. either I'm carefree or got a shitload of issues to deal with. I wish I could just leave the people who betray me behind.

Vmas.. We didn't win anything, but they were fun none the less. Chris rock was fucking hilarious. I loved it. I was Pierres date too.

Jessi and Justin; you both need to deal with this, Jessi.. you should know that the press happens to say alot of shit. Jessi you should be able to deal with this, your a strong girl. I know you use to not ever give a shit when someone said something to you, just don't let the whole thing bother you. Keep those who really care about you close. You know who those people are.

Justin, dude.. just chill. Do the samething jessi should do. IGNORE IT. it will all blow over eventually.

Pierre. I love you. I feel like pulling my hair out and your there holding me up. Thank you for that.

Jen. I'm sorry for all the things your going through. Hope you know that I'm there for you. Even if I caused the whole thing. I'm sorry.

	jennee_garth 2003-08-29 18:14 (link)
	aww sweetie..you didn't cause the whole thing. Ashton just needs time to get back on his feet. I don't think he means what he's saying right now..Thank you for being there for me..I really appreciate it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_amylee 2003-08-29 18:32 (link)
	No Prob Jen. Ashton kinda has me thinking it. Hopefully everything will work out for him soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fallingforever1 2003-09-24 17:33 (link)

hi...this is gonna sound kinda dorky so i'm gonna go ahead and just say it. um..i'm really confused. I saw somewhere on the site that this was a roleplay site... so i'm wondering if this is really amy lee. If this is a rp site... hi my name's bethany...it's nice to meet you...and wow...you're really good. had me fooled anyway. if it's not and this is really amy lee from evanescence...hi my name's bethany...it's nice to meet you. i'm a huge fan of evanescence and if you want me to stop reading your journal..please just tell me. anyway...so now that i've made a total dork out of myself i'm going to go. if someone could please just tell me if this is real or not to avoid further confusion on my part (i do enough of that on my own) thanks! bethany (Reply to this) (Thread)