Keith (420messiah) wrote, @ 2004-09-02 00:34:00

I can deal
Fuck Hidden Valley those fucking pricks.

Anyway, I know how it was and how it is now. I know you've moved on, its not that I haven't but I still do miss what was once. I know its gone and to be honest it probably won't be again. I wish I could say differently but thats how life is, you can't always like it. I've had heartbreaks and I'm sure I've done it myself( highly unlikey but you get the point) but I won't let it stop me from my life and being happy and not having to worry about you and how I will affect you by what I do. I miss you, I always have and always will. I sometimes wish I had never left and maybe we'd be together now. But thats not how it worked out and if we're to continue what we have now which is apparently just friendship we have to try. As I've said before I's rather just be friends thatn nothing at all. Had I not left I wouldn't be who I am today. Which I can say I'm pretty much proud of what I am now as to what I was then. I'd like to still you and hang out and whatever would happen would happen. I'd rather not say in the future " yeah I used to know that girl when I was younger but we stopped talking" 20 years later. I don't really know waht else to say so I hope this covered it. I think you understand and agree with what I say but maybe you won'y and I can't help that. This is what I feel but maybe I'm wrong and things will just get much better than they are now. I hope so. I'd really hate to lose you. We've known each other for more than half of our lives. Why waste that?

(Anonymous) 2004-09-02 15:56 (link)

Well I think we both understand the way we feel now...Just dont ever forget that I love you with all my heart...i always will. You have always been there for me...for more than half of my life. I'm never going to forget all the things we have been through together. I'll never forget the boy that used to come and knock on my window or the boy that carved are names into that pole at the bus stop. and I'll never forget the girl I used to be when I was with you..the girl that would sneak out of your window or the girl that played 20 questions from across the street. It's always going to be you and me...no matter what... friends until the end....I love you Keith Alexander McIntosh...always... (Reply to this) (Thread)