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melissa p (____alreadydead) wrote,
@ 2007-12-30 23:07:00
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    and i said, maybe you're gonna be the one who saves me
    anonymous.
    or just to keep in touch..


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(Anonymous)
2007-12-03 18:16 (link)
idk why youre randomly such a bitch like really theres really nothing great about you to make up for it

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-03 18:33:23


(Anonymous)
2007-12-04 15:07 (link)
in your opinion, who would you say the "regulars" on here are?

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-04 15:14:15


(Anonymous)
2007-12-04 19:24 (link)
oh shucks you were a little bitch today again

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-04 19:40:29


krushmebaby
2007-12-04 23:14 (link)
WTF MELISSA Y R U SUCH A BITCH
IDK
i honestly don't think you're a bitch at all
in fact
you're very non bitch like imo
i love you greatly greatly

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-04 23:22:21
(no subject) - krushmebaby, 2007-12-04 23:24:11
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-04 23:50:18


degausser
2007-12-04 23:16 (link)
hi! youre pretty cool!
and not a bitch!

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(no subject) - degausser, 2007-12-04 23:17:07
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-04 23:23:26


(Anonymous)
2007-12-04 23:17 (link)
if you're a bitch i don't even wanna know what that makes me.

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(no subject) - heart_less, 2007-12-04 23:18:14
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-04 23:24:17
(no subject) - heart_less, 2007-12-05 09:29:50


(Anonymous)
2007-12-05 04:44 (link)
i am your secret santa ;)
now tell me, what do you want for christmas :)
just an example.

ps. i love you.

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-05 15:20:53
(no subject) - (Anonymous), 2007-12-05 18:30:42
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-05 18:32:37


(Anonymous)
2007-12-05 21:46 (link)
the "nothing to do on a wednesday night? do my journal!" reminded me hardcore of a snickers commercial lol

so idk i'm really down tonight for no reason at all. like i really have no idea but all of a sudden it just hit me like, it would be nice if someone put a bullet in my head right now. i wish i knew what brought it on so i could make it go away, but, i guess it doesn't really work like that.
lately i've been feeling like i wish i could step out of my life every so often. just like, idk, not exist for a while. idk if it's just that i feel like i have no time to myself or what, but, i feel like even when i'm sleeping, i'm still HERE, you know? my body is lying here with the chance of waking up any second. i wish i could just step away from it and just... not be anywhere and not have to deal with anyone or anything.
i think this is a step up from wanting to die i guess. because i feel like i know i'd want to return to my life eventually because honestly, there are things i want to do, people i don't want to lose. i guess that's sort of selfish, that i stick around because i don't want to be without the people i love.
maybe that's a good enough reason. maybe being selfish is all i can really do if i want to hold on to something; maybe this is me trying to reason away the heaviness and the hopelessness that's settled in me.

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-06 17:17:48
(no subject) - (Anonymous), 2007-12-06 20:15:22
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-08 13:07:42


(Anonymous)
2007-12-08 11:28 (link)
you're ugly.

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-08 13:07:23
(no subject) - njisforlovers, 2007-12-08 14:13:40
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-08 14:14:32


(Anonymous)
2007-12-09 06:06 (link)
i love you.
i really hope things are good for you atm, or at least better.
right now, i'm really happy and i wish i could give you some of my happiness.
i just idkidk.

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 11:47:40


(Anonymous)
2007-12-09 14:00 (link)
Y DO N00BS NOT KNOWS ABOUT THE ENTER KEY WHEN THEY POST LEERICKS?

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 23:06:50


(Anonymous)
2007-12-09 23:04 (link)
it makes me sad that we hardly talk anymore but frankly idk how to fix it

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 23:11:04


(Anonymous)
2007-12-09 23:05 (link)
i hope i get to know you better :]

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 23:13:43
(no subject) - desireejawnnn, 2007-12-09 23:19:31
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 23:25:00


desireejawnnn
2007-12-09 23:06 (link)
I love you.
No anonymous.


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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 23:16:01


singlexfatality
2007-12-09 23:06 (link)
the list of band you've seen is impressive.

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 23:16:53
(no subject) - singlexfatality, 2007-12-09 23:19:44
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 23:23:00
(no subject) - singlexfatality, 2007-12-09 23:26:44
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 22:40:35


(Anonymous)
2007-12-09 23:08 (link)
how much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?

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(no subject) - (Anonymous), 2007-12-09 23:10:15
(no subject) - (Anonymous), 2007-12-09 23:11:56
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 23:19:28
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-09 23:19:05


beliieve1111
2007-12-10 03:15 (link)
text me your number cause i had somehow managed to drop my phone in the toilet and i had to get a new one ]= lolol

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 22:40:51
(no subject) - beliieve1111, 2007-12-11 13:22:47


(Anonymous)
2007-12-10 09:29 (link)
i'm afraid there's a reason my boyfriend doesn't want to talk to me othen than homework. he's 1000 miles away and he's pushing me away.

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 22:43:55


krushmebaby
2007-12-10 22:59 (link)
i just sneezed

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 23:01:39


krushmebaby
2007-12-10 23:02 (link)
but i'm not sick

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 23:11:32


krushmebaby
2007-12-10 23:03 (link)
i just have leftover sickness from a few weeks ago

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 23:11:46
(no subject) - krushmebaby, 2007-12-10 23:21:14


krushmebaby
2007-12-10 23:04 (link)
so i'm all gross and snotty
yum

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 23:12:31


krushmebaby
2007-12-10 23:06 (link)
also
i think i'm getting my wisdom teeth in on the left side

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 23:12:42
(no subject) - krushmebaby, 2007-12-10 23:15:40
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 23:16:37
(no subject) - krushmebaby, 2007-12-10 23:18:24
(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 23:22:13


krushmebaby
2007-12-10 23:07 (link)
so i've been taking pain pills all week
happy happy

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 23:13:32


krushmebaby
2007-12-10 23:08 (link)
but something is wrong with my second toe on my right foot
and it hurts when i walk
like
there is a sharp object in it when in reality there isn't
it just feels like it
which i just said

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(no subject) - ____alreadydead, 2007-12-10 23:13:35


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