oh how i miss her
NestaVision: i recently rediscovered those letters and candle you gave me before i left. you're wonderful.
ZOMBIES 1967 V: Do you still wear my ring?
Although you always try to act tough you always held my hand or hugged me, even when people were looking. You never acted tough around me. I miss calling you randomly just to tell you I was thinking of you and how we talked for HOURS about anything and everything. And how I would rarely complain about Lindsay because you made me so happy. And how I loved when you would vist me at Front Porch just to see ME and how I wouldn't answer my cell and how I would hide from people so we could be alone and I loved how you would hold my hand while we went on walks. And I loved how I would do nice things and you would look into my eyes, although you hate looking into peoples eyes. I really miss your voice. I think that's what I miss the most. You have this voice that is so different from everyone else. And how when you get giddy you make this noice and turn away. And that night, that fucking amazing night where us being together was a possiblity and the way your fingers felt running threw my hair. I love you, I miss you. And I know we are going to keep on drifting apart because of the distance but I'm so happy I meet you.