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::vox:: =xe3j lover (zombies1967v) wrote,
@ 2003-10-25 15:48:00
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    I've been looking so long at these pictures of
    you that I almost believe that they're real
    I've been living so long with my pictures of you that
    I almost believe that the pictures are all I can
    feel
    Remembering you standing quiet in the rain as
    I ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as
    the sky fell in holding you close how I always
    held close in your fear remembering you
    running soft through the night you were bigger
    brighter and whiter than snow and
    screamed at the make-believe screamed at the
    sky and you finally found all your courage to
    let it all go
    Remembering you falling into my arms crying
    for the death of you heart you were stone
    white so delicate so lost in the cold you were
    always so lost in the dark
    Remembering you how you used to be so drowned you were
    angels so much more than everything oh hold
    for the last time then slip away quietly open
    my eyes but I never see anything
    If only I'd thought of the right words I could
    have held onto your heart if only I'd thought of
    the right words I wouldn't be breaking apart all
    my pictures of you
    Looking so long at these pictures of you never
    hold onto your heart looking so long for
    the words to be true but always just breaking
    apart my pictures of you
    There is nothing in the world that I ever
    wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
    There was nothing in the world that I ever
    wanted more than to never feel the breaking
    apart of my pictures of you






    i had a dream that lindsay was in the hospital and no one had her blood type so she was going to die and when i found out i ran to the hospital and they tried my blood and it worked so i gave her a liver or something and saved her life and our beds were next to each other and when i woke up she was staring at me crying and then she told me that she loved me but then I told her that we don't have to be friends just because I did that for her, I did it so people wouldn't miss out on what I got the pleasure of or something. So basically my dream was saying that I would do anything for her, without wanting anything in return, even my own life.

    i woke up feeling like shit i left my room and my parents yelled at me and made me feel like more shit so i stayed in my room for like 3 hours.

    i can't get over this.

    i will always love you.


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