| Current mood: |  busy |
| Current music: | Anything that keeps my adrenalin up and goin' |
It sure is nice to add something to my journal after quite some time. Guess all of you know that everyone in school has been very busy. Thanks to endless homeworks and killer exams. Anyway, much has happened since my last entry and it would take days to give you each detail. However, the past few days could be considered as one of the turning points in my life. Much has happened - certain events that perhaps, I will remember for the rest of my life.
First thing I learned is that God has a way of making happy events as total surprises. Guess all of you know that I was not included in the dean's list last term. Though I was not really disappointed about it since I expected it already, I knew that things were going to be harder since I have a lot of cathing up to do. Just when the term started, I received two invitations - one for a three-day stay in seminar to be held at the Manila Peninsula to be conducted by Procter and Gamble and an invitation by the ASEAN for a scholarship at the National University of Singapore. I didn't expect these things to happen especially with my last term performance so when I received these invitations, I felt a different kind of happiness. Truly, God has a way of making wonders.
Another thing that I have learned is that you cannot always have what you want. However, perception is the key to true happiness and contentment. Yep, I'm quite lucky to have a great family, good friends, and a number of accomplishments. The only thing lacking is that special someone to whom I can share all this happiness that I am feeling. I admit that sometimes, I really feel the emptiness of being single. However, one can really never have it all and I'm willing to wait until the right time comes. In fact, I should be thankful for all the blessings that I have been receiving. Complaining about my current state would be a perfect example of being ungrateful. Anyway, I am not the type of person who is in a hurry looking for that special someone for the sake of having a relationship. Besides, with my schedule and routine, I really feel the perks of being single.
One important aspect of life that I have learned so far is that nothing is permanent and changes do occur. It has been quite hard for me to make certain adjustments for the past few days for this problem I have right now. People do come and go in our lives and sometimes separation is inevitable - not becaue it is what people want to happen but because we simply have no choice. Hopefully things will be back to normal soon.
Enough of learnings and realizations. Back to silliness! I just want to share that I have this terrible crush on this girl who happens to be the cousin of my mom's boss. She does not actually perfectly fit to my description of the ideal girl (though I have long dropped the idea of setting standards because I will eventually end up with no one) but i sorta like her. I see here whenever we sing as a duet for company functions. She's simple, sweet, and very amiable. Hmmm...can she be the one? I really dunno but perhaps one day I will give it a try. I really dunno but I have been thinking of her for the past few days and thanks to her, I end up not listening to my lectures. Enough of my silliness and back to reality. Still have tons to finish. Hopefully, this is not my last entry. Hasta luego mis amigos! God bless!
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