Sporadic musings of a girl shaped person (zingiber) wrote, @ 2005-07-19 00:00:00

Coming back to this place like an old friend. I'm sitting in a different chair at my parents place again, just visiting this time, in a different State mind you, but still. things feel familiar....

I notice it's Claud's birthday. Happy Birthday! And just incase I miss it, Happy birthday to Steve too!

I'm not going to make any promises of regular updates this time. I supose age and experience breed realism? I don't know. I'm feel a bit cynical these days.

If you were to talk to me this time last year, I would have said "Everythings awesome! I'm getting married! Can you believe it?!!!"

Now I'm just blowing rasberries at the world in general. I hate that shit is never as it seems. And it makes me mad that promises aren't what they used to be.... I have to learn and accept that I control nothing in my life and never have.

Sounds a bit sad-sackish doesn't it? I'm not really though. I like stuff. I like things. I like some things better than I like some stuff. Generally, the world is a good place to be. Just don't talk to me about men pretending to feminists who believe in equality and think they can empathise with period pain, and we'll get along just fine....

As you can probably guess I'm feeling bitter. But I haven't had a ciggarette in two days so I think I'm aloud. Sorry none the less.

List of reasons to enjoy life:
I like people
the sun rises wether I'm up to enjoy it or not
red wine
rainbows
hooping
Terry Pratchett novels
ciggarettes
cigarettes
cigarettes
I don't smoke ciggarettes
Buffy
colours and paint brushes
hugs
music

That's all for now I think. I'll hit the update button and go check out my friends page; read a few things, consider witty, intellegent replies, not post them (due to shyness) and go to bed. :)

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