|Current mood:|| bouncy|
|Current music:||recovering the satellites|
the ghost in you. she don't fade away.
what an interesting couple days...i wish i could expound upon that a bit, but too many thoughts are just running through my mind that i can't really put to words what is going on. there are so many great and different things that are just clicking or making sense in my life right now, and i'm so excited about everything. like, even the "bad things" in my life are really just interesting and fun. for example...my car broke down yesterday. it happened two hours after we had taken betsy's car to the shop to get fixed, so between the two of use, we were carless. yet, somehow, it was just hysterical to the both of us, and i don't really think at any point was i upset or worried that things wouldn't work out. i love being happy.
it's like i worry so much about what will happy tomorrow or four years down my life or whenever, yet after things happen in my life that i wasn't expecting, i am so excited about them. this is what i was talking about in my last post. there are things that are just knocking the wind out me right now and are turning me down a different path of life that i wasn't planning on going. and now, i'm so excited about the change in direction...
i will never really know what i want, because once i think i do, God puts something in front of me unexpectedly and is like taunting me, saying, "listen to me instead of yourself. this is really what you want." it's just a perpetual cycle of me not knowing what i want, then knowing, then being put in something new and loving it.
i'm rambling. blah!
okay, i must go. i have to get some stuff done because i have a long night ahead of me.
love always. love life.