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good bye to you
hey everyone...yes it HAS been a long time. I'm a wreck. everything is going completely wrong and this was one of the worst days of my life. on a lighter note I would like to thank (in no specific order) emily, bethany, natalie, jen, jaydee, erin, katy, sarah, jordan, jasmine and so many more people who have been nothing but amazing to me. I love you all, and I wouldn't have made it through the past 24 hours without you. I don't really want to get into detail about what happened. but we'll hit on the key points 1. kirby was a huge bitch to me...(see my previous post) 2. blake and I are in an amazingly large fight and it was horrible and I can't take it and I love him...this sucks...3. blake got suspended, although I'm not currently talking to him because I'm trying to figure out what to do, he's going to be grounded for a long LONG time and that makes me sad. there's other stuff that has been going wrong but I don't really want to write about it for all to see. it's cold and I can't feel my toes, that pisses me off. I need some sleep..I didn't get much of it last night, or the night before...insomnia. sometimes I really just want to die, it's people like kirby that make me feel that way...do they really think that pointing out ever last one of my mistakes and telling me what a terrible person I am is going to help anything? the world will never know...I'll see you when I see you. I hate the world.
p.s.//I have decided to leave anonymous commenting on but if you don't leave your name, your comment will be deleted
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