|Current mood:|| worried|
|Current music:||The News on TV|
I don't get it, you know? We've known eachother since I was fourteen and she was just fifteen.
What's going to become of us? I worry at times. I don't really get it.
What happened to becoming buisness women and opening our own porn shop and becoming insanely rich and buying our own house and decorating every room with themes and...Bleh. What happened to us turning eighteen and getting our crappy ass one room apartment? Nope. Not the way it's going to be. Instead we're going to be living in a thousand dollar a month town house with three other people.
I worry. I really do. What happened to the little girls we used to be?
I remember sneaking out at night, walking down to the pond to smoke and talk on the phone or to just talk.
We can talk endlessly. We've been best friends for five years and yet we can still talk to eachother like it's nothing.
What happened to not sneaking out to go to the pond, but to hop into Lee's car and go 'party' or just generally cause a rucus? What happened to the time when I finally tried weed and then we'd sneak out to hang out with Moses and get high in his backyard.
Or going to the mall, being little mall rats.
Or walking EVERYWHERE we went. And beating the absolute crap out of eachother and seeing eachother every damn weekend.
Where did it all go? Where will everything we have now be five years from now?