Tina Toledo's Street Walkin' Blues (yodelayhayhoo) wrote, @ 2007-02-07 20:12:00

Current mood:

crushed/PISSED @ myself

I don't know why I fool myself into ever thinking this could possibly change. I don't know WHY I ever think I can be normal, and just forget about the crap that happened or didn't happen or may have happened and just BE NORMAL, or even semi-normal. I'm just holding out for something that must be unattainable.

I'm so sick of feeling broken, and I hate hating anyone with a penis, and I'm so sick of hurting others because of it. And I'm never making the mistake of looking at my 'memories' section here again.

Does anybody know how I can get away from ME??



Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person staring back at me

I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Don't let me get me

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