|Current mood:|| annoyed|
|Current music:||no superman-scrubs theme|
ok, i know this seems strange, but i have decided to get another peircing, maybe a nipple one!! on my sixteenth birthday, i am gonna go and get it done! i will take my friend charlotte to hold my hand! i really wanna find out how much it hurts though! oh well. i am in a good mood, tommorow i am going to meet up with my bestest friend jenny, and we are going to go to a little cafe called roccoco. we have been there before, i have preobably told you about it, but still, it was fun, and im sure it will be tommorow too! she HAS too show me these pictures she took last time i saw her, apparently there is a really god one of me, and i swear i cant think of ANY good photos of me that i have seen! i miss her loads as she goes to a different school as me, but oh well. i wish i was sixteen tommorow. i would get it now, but my mum would never let me. she thinks peircings are gross, so. i have my ears done (seven times actually!) but what can you do! ok, i know she doesnt read this, so i can say this.
CHLOE HAS CHANGED. i dont know if its good or bad. some things are good, before she was quite mumsy, now she wants to go out and have a good time more often, but sometimes, like the other day, she is bloody annoying. she wants to meet some of my friends from out of school, and thats fine, but she wont drop the fucking subject. i will sort something out! the thing is, she wants to meet new people, and get some more friends from out of school, but the thing is, just because she is going to meet my friends, that doesnt mean they will be hers! its like shes using me to get new friends, well, actually, MY friends. i know that sound possesive and jealous, but she needs to start like a club or talk to new people, insted of trying to get new friends that are actually my friends. they are really different though, im not sure they would get on anyway. i will let her meet them though, but only when she stops fucking nagging me about it! she has to realise, she cant just demand to meet my friends, i want her too meet them, but i want her to stop pushing it! anyway, enough moaning!