|Current mood:||& joyous|
|Current music:||George Strait- I'm carrying your love with me(dad's music)|
Who wouldn't wanna be me??
That is a question I wanna know.....who wouldn't wanna be me? haha there are prolly a few but there's their perogative, oh well I can't please everyone. All I know is I LOVE MY LIFE.....haha wow it's gotten so much better in the last month, but everything happened for a reason and I'm glad it all happened vthe way it did. Wow I am like a bizillon times happier, not one person can bring me down, not even if they tried. My grades in school are picking up, and I'm focus, that really makes me happy and also I'm just happier, I have no clue why! but wow how I love to be me....everyday the sun rises, I'm like 6 times happier, life can't get much better, wellll, i take that back it could get better. But i'm not complaining anymore. I have friends who actually care now, and they arn't backstabbing, two faced or anything. I'm suprised at my luck. I don't care if I only have 2 friends. It's better then 30 ok ones that talk shit. I know these two won't b.c they are honest and I hate it when people make up stuff that isn't true and you know it. But still you ask the person that it was said about and they are like, "yeah like we talk to her" and you knew you were right all along. The other person is seriously either jealous of my luck or just idiotic. Whichever they choose. Isn't it amazing how some people think they can read minds, wow they are Ms. Cleo now. That's super hott. I think people need to butt outta my life, and try to keep their own straight. And just b.c their friends are invovled doesn't mean it concerns them at all. For gosh sakes, we are half grown adults, if a conflict is brwing between two people, it doesn't need to have one more nosy person added and if it did.....I would ask for one!!! But nnoooooo they have to stick their nose where it doesn't belong and they are just digging a deeper hole for themselves. And I love how peole think they know me better then I know myself. I've lived with my self for what almost 15 years, and they've known me all of 6 months. Wow they know me so much better then me....thos numbers really out weigh eachother. 6 MONTHS....WOOO BUDDY we have a record going on. I have so much on my brain, half of it doesn't even freaking belong. but oh well it will all vanish in a few days. I would like to say to all of those people who talk crap and who act like they know me better, when your opinions start affecting my life, whether i die or whether i live or whether I date or don't I will look you up, until then keep them to yourselves and save it for someone who cares, b.c you won't find anyone here.....mmmk? do we have that clear? I hope we do b.c this petty girl fighting crap, where we talk about eachother behind our backs is getting old, you can call me whatever you want, as long as it makes you feel better go ahead but you seriously need to take a look in the mirror and reanalyze who you want to be b.c right now you are turning out to be someone who cries b.c they are all alone living in exile b.c everyone ended up hating them.......well well with that said. it's almost time for bed.....G'NITE ALL