| Current mood: |  relaxed |
| Current music: | The Starting Line- Best of Me |
Life's Already Better.............
Well this was quite an eventful night, woo hoo Patriots won, makes me happy. I stayed up until 3 in the morning and I couldn't get to sleep it was akward. And after I finally drifted off into my dreams where everything was perfect and I wake up at 1 in the afternoon. I swear all I do is sleep my life away. Oh well, atleast if I sleep most of it I only have to deal with a few more hours before I slip into sleep once again. Anyways, tomarrow school starts, ugh I hate school. Nothing good ever comes from it. Blah. I'm feling much better about the whole situation of last night, I feel refreshed and something I don't know is sparking inside of me, something that's making me feel better. It's weird. But anyways, school really sucks, all I do is sit through tons of boring classes, getting homework I don't want and spending time around people that I don't like. I'm not usually so anti-social but at the moment I am now. I am like a big ball of mixed emotions anymore. I just need to listen to my music to take all my things away, and just to help me through like it always has. Or I might write some poems, I do that a lot now. It's weird, but I'm not complaining. I still have homework to do now. Just read a stupid book and take a quiz tomarrow but I still wanna get my homework done for Tuesday so I have some free time on my hands just to sit on here and rot away.I love the starting line. I especially love the song Best of Me, makes me happy for the sole reason that they lyrics are super good and the beats and music is even better. Just the guitar parts are the best!! I heard this really old country song, it's by Martina McBride, "Independance Day" makes me cry and really appriciate a lot of things and how wrong domestic violence is. That's what makes me mad, people beating on other people, especially men beating on women. They are just stupid and I hate them for that. Oh yeah and drinking, that is so stupid, nothing good will come from it, you throw up everywhere and make a mess, ugh it's sickening. That's why I'm not drinking, b.c for one it's stupid and number two nothing good will come from it. I used to want to but a friend finally showed me why it wasn't worth it. It's smoking, all that does is kill you, or give you cancer. Kinda like dipping or chewing tobacco, that's oftly nasty, such a turn off for me. Blah. Anyways the subject could go on forever but instead I'm going to leave it at that. I need to attempt to get my homework done, I only have one more page of math and some World History. Well good night all.....I hope monday brings something brighter for me......
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