| Current mood: |  pissed off |
| Current music: | Mad Season- Matchbox20 |
AGHH!
He drives me fucking crazy! I don't even know why I even try anymore! I'm so tired of it... the critisism, the attitude, the every thing. And I want to get married? To HIM?!?!? I'm fucking insane if I even attepmt to believe, in whatever dilusional fantasy I'm in, that we'll make it. He makes me so angry, and I just can't do this anymore. I don't want to. I have my own life to work out, without him giving me this stupid fucking bullshit and always hanging out with idiots and then canceling our plans and then giving me attitude, like I should understand why, after dating him for five years, that everyone else comes before me. I sacrificed so much shit to be with him, and even now I still make these fucking sacrifices. I shouldn't put up with it anymore.
*Urgh*
Work was fucking packed, and then I got out an hour late, and then I worried about Jill a bit. She and Jamon just broke up, partly because of the same stuff I've been feeling in the recent past. She went to the gay bar with Jarod, and I think they'll be having lots of fun together, I should have went with them though, because it sure as hell would have beat sitting at home by myself, but Rob said we'd be hanging out.
HE FUCKING PISSES ME OFF!
I've said fucking alot.
I feel better.
Not really.
Eventually.
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