| Current mood: | horrible |
| Current music: | The roof, the roof..the roof is on fire. |
..friday..night..all..alone.
Time: 8*34..so soo sleepy. ive slept since the time i've gotten home..but Mono..like kills my system. They only gave me medicine for five days because i guess that its really strong medicine, so its been three days since the medicines been gone & this sleepyness is coming back..Again. Uh oh...so im kind of glad i didtn go out tonight.
Dallas me & just..were supposed to hang out tonight.buut..i sorda kinda got grounded & justin and dallas both had to work..and im tired and sleepy and sick. I think those are a lot of reasons why im not hanging out with anybody tonight. hopefully justin will get his car fixed tomorrow bc it sucks him not having a car. that means-no ride for me. <3 im in a horrible mood today. I cried like three times..just to cry. Just because i am so physically exhausted and there is nothing that i can do about it..but sleep. Nothing that i do makes me feel better. I wish this would all just go away. & then on top of all that, im not getting along with my mom:my friends are bringing more drama than ever..I just cant take it today. I dont know usually i dotn let things bother me..but..im so physically and emotionally drained i dont know what to do. I guess justines only aloud to hang out w/me,rachel,bre& natalie..everyone else is cut off..bc i guess her parents only trust a certain few and want to keep her out of trouble--which is totally understandable..all my *hearts*
time now 8*39 and..even tireder from 5 minutes ago. I think im going to go back upstairs and go to bed.
and to make everything worse..the 'family' is over today. There idea of a good time is screaming on the top of there lungs..I dont think they realize i have mono, I dont think they realize that they are not the only people in the house and that other people dont want to hear them bitch and be loud...Fuck this. I wanted to leave so bad tonight. I cant stand being here when everyones home, I honestly go mentally crazy. Tomorrow=a wonderful day. Dallas & Me-definitely hanging out.
so callen had a lot to say about me today. I guess everything that i have ever done in my teenage experimenting years has been wrong. Im sorry i havent met your standards..Sorry im not the person you thought me to be. If you ahvent noticed in the last three years that ive been going to grand blanc, I dont change for nobody~especially somebody who i wouldnt even call a best friend..I think you need to rethink the statements you made to me..and realize...the things ive done, youve done too!
and..for the rest of you who have pissed me off today...Burn./
bate's is home..congratulations..im glad that you've straightened your life out.
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