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its been a hard day....
i wrote this 8th period...:
i feel like im gonna puke and i think i got a headache.... kinda a mix between the both of 'em. i woke up with a headache this morning. i've been crying off and on all day. at times i've hidden how depressed i am so no one will worry... if people are worried or they do care they've sure hid it well (with the exception of Jen, Carolyn and Nate).....no one talked to me at lunch and i knew they wouldnt so i listend to my cd player and cried the whole time. i think i've been having anxiety attacks all day today... im shaking, i feel like im gonna puke, i have a headache, got the chills but im sweaty, and my chest hurts wen i breathe. i almost started crying in math cuz in my planner i counted down the days to all our anniversaries and i crossed them all out. instead i wrote in 'Dillon broke up with me' under 1/29 (yesterday) in the calander thingy in my planner..... i should have known better......love doesnt last ... well wait, i take that back... i should have known i'd end up getting hurt. but everything will be fine he promised me.....
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