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Fucking sitting here in this shithole apt. Bruce, Josh, Krista, Andy, and Pinslut are over, right now they are playing darts. Alot of changes goin on lately. First of all....new apt. 162 Main Street. Big fuckin white building. Mark from imagine lives there, downstairs. Anyway, its really nice and a huge plus is that i don't have to deal w/ that stupid smelly ass, fat fuck IGGY. I hope he fuckin dies or somethin i hate his ass so much. He came up bangin the shit out of my door a couple nights ago at like 3 o clock in the fuckin morning. Bitchin about how WE apparently flooded his place. What a fuckin dickhead. I don't care if hes SLOW he's fuckin smart enuf to know that that is fuckin ridiculous. But he doesn't fuckin care, him and the landlord suck each others fuckin cock. W/e. Another change, which some of u may no is me and Krista splittin up. It's not on a bad note or anything it's just that well....i've done sum fucked up shit. And i know it. And alot of people know it. And i'm never gonna fuckin let myself do it again. I refuse. I care about her alot. And i think that our relationship wasn't at all healthy and i know as tough as it is...this is for the best. Also, today it has been 5 months exactly since my grandma passed. I went to see my grandpa today. He of course was havin a hard time. It hurts me so bad to see him like he is. I can't stand it. He said to me "Someday i hope i will be w/ her. " I turned to him and said, "Y'know what Pop, i know ya will." They were PERFECT. They had a love that couldn't be ruined for anything. It's amazing how much they cared for each other. I know that he will be w/ her someday, and i know then he will be happy. I love him so much, he does so much for me, and i want him to be happy. I can only be there for him, and for him thats enough. He loves spending time w/ me and i love spending time w/ him. Just goin down and shootin the shit. I love it. But anyways, sum other shit goin on. As in i need to start packin. I wanna be fully moved in that new apt. within a few days. I have alot of help thankfully. So its gonna be ez. I jus gotta get started. Well dun know what else to say. Keep ur fuckin devil horns in the air and remember....METAL OR DIE. (to all u emo sluts)haha jk sorta.
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